on call today

Two thirty in the morning now, finally get sit down and relax, still have some dictation to do, but I am too hungry and tired to do it right now, will do it right after this writing, hehe.

Today is a busy call day, my resident is still busy working in ER, but I get capped, which is very nice. I love this “cap” policy in my hospital, as an intern,  you are not allowed to admit more than 5 patients every night, after 5, your resident will do the work for you. My resident is doing his 7^th now, unfortunately he is not covered by the cap policy, I feel bad and asked him earlier if there is anything I can do, but he said no, he is fine.  I think after the first year training, he is efficient enough to handle the situation.

Earlier this night, I got paged by a nurse. After discussing about the patient, I said thank you for the help as usual, she said no problem, and then she said it’s fun to watch me working. I could not recall her face because there are so many nurses, social workers, other staff working on the floor. She said every morning, I walked in to ward with excited mood and pleasant smile on my face.

I didn’t even notice that. All I can remember is the sleepiness and tiredness every 5:30am when the alarm clock goes off. My resident told me on my very first day, always be nice to nurse,  I guess that’s why I always keep my smile, but I am tired and frustrated inside, just my smile covers them, which is good. It’s always a pleasure to work with someone is happy, well, at least appears to be.

[山高水長]

很喜歡看你的日播劇,在工作的時候能有時間整理自己的心情,還要保留自己女性的性格和夢,真難得!看來職業女生不一定都要走滅絕師太的道路啊!

[玄米]

問候一下，辛苦了。

[tabby]

做臨床時間真是過得飛快，一轉眼我的第一個rotation就結束了。再過一周你也應該換別的地方了吧。回頭看看，我覺得這第一個月得到的最重要的東西是自信。一開始幾天我和別人介紹自己是新的PGY-2時總覺得底氣不足,很不確定自己是否真的能勝任。非常能理解你這篇文章裏的喜悅，因為我自己信心從此大增的時刻是我的主治醫生對我說“You are very strong clinically"的時候。這以後我覺得自己在各方麵的進步都大為加快。我想我們一旦適應了新環境，一定會做個好的住院醫的。在門診和病人打交道的這一個月裏再一次感受到“What you say is more important than how you say it". 當然兩全其美是最好的，但至少我們以前的住院醫訓練讓我們知道what to say.

嗬嗬我要好好享受一下這最後一個悠閑的周末。祝上班開心 :-)

[wuximm]

Smile is contagious and spread happiness to everybody. Keep smiling.

[在農村]

這兩天才開始看你的BLOG的,好看!還推薦給了朋友們看,他們都很喜歡.:)
覺得每天那麽忙還能堅持寫這麽多,真不容易.
以後我會常來捧場.
對了,喜歡那個 如何愛下去.
周末愉快!

[MicroLondon]

Sometimes just giving a presentation weights heavier than the materisls to be presented. One must possess strong spiritual power to handle a busy schedule as you are having. good work.

[盈袖2006]

MM: You obviously have a passion for the job. People around you can feel it and witness your effort. They will soon love your spirit as much as we do here:) Take good care.

[女孩安然]

聽起來蠻開心的，不過好象真的很累。。。

[人在異鄉]

:)

[BMW328]

there's nothing else can make you this happy.
keep going