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對不起！真的對不起！請原諒！
好多朋友的來信，留言，我沒有回。本地的，外地的，越洋的電話沒有接。party沒有去。沒有任何理由，隻是想自己一個人呆著。也沒想什麽，沒做什麽。好像隻有這樣才舒服一點。
這有什麽呀？小case! 多少人都走過來了，就你怕啊？沒事的，沒事的！...不說了，好麽，我知道。
我足夠理性麽？足夠強大麽？足夠堅韌麽？不是的。骨子裏，我很弱，就像我的身體。我會動不動就掉眼淚。不管有多少治愈的例子，那姚貝娜呢？不管手術多成功，將來不複發，那所有的罪還不是得受麽？真正到底是不是擴散了，大夫說是要等到開了刀在手術台上才能確定的，現在都是推測。我躺下了，這個家怎麽正常運轉？短期可以有朋友幫，那長期呢？ 那萬一呢？這些都是真實的想法，不論該不該，對不對，我的想法像是沿著自己軌道的火車，不論多少火車從我肩頭沿著相反的方向擦肩而去，我還是沿著自己的軌道自顧自的跑著。
這也是真實的我。我不是一個可以在朋友的安慰下就可以舒緩的人。朋友們的安慰，勸解就像是遠遠的聲音，我隻想蜷縮在自己的洞洞裏，像一隻受傷的狐狸。
我在寫字中尋找自己的篤定，把自己像在水中漂浮的球一樣的心按下去，按下去，一直觸到水底。告訴自己，不可以軟弱，因為不容許，因為沒有餘地，就這麽簡單。可是我怎麽還是想哭？
給我安慰的是老遊。他並沒有太多的語言安慰我，但他的心裏真的是很寬鬆，很篤定。那天他在候診室裏等我做biopsy, 我出來一看，人家睡著了，睡得還挺沉，我還得坐一會，讓他醒醒盹再走。給我樂的，真有他的！他是一個骨子裏不worry的人。在他旁邊，他的那種心寬會傳染給你。想想看，要是我偏癱了，我還不得哭得天昏地暗的，絕對死了算了。可他，還是挺樂觀的活著。有過消沉，但他都悄悄藏了起來。現在的我，麵對自己的病痛，才更深入地明白，這其實是挺了不起的一件事。
他會按按我肩膀，啥也不說。或者很實在的提醒我許多事實，我們當下的環境條件還是不錯的，我想想，也是，心也就慢慢鬆了下來。
Could be worse. 對吧？衝著這幾個字，樂了。又是新的一天，又是一個明亮的早晨！動動胳膊，動動腿，還是一個挺好的我，起床！嘿嘿。
好多朋友的來信，留言，我沒有回。本地的，外地的，越洋的電話沒有接。party沒有去。沒有任何理由，隻是想自己一個人呆著。也沒想什麽，沒做什麽。好像隻有這樣才舒服一點。
這有什麽呀？小case! 多少人都走過來了，就你怕啊？沒事的，沒事的！...不說了，好麽，我知道。
我足夠理性麽？足夠強大麽？足夠堅韌麽？不是的。骨子裏，我很弱，就像我的身體。我會動不動就掉眼淚。不管有多少治愈的例子，那姚貝娜呢？不管手術多成功，將來不複發，那所有的罪還不是得受麽？真正到底是不是擴散了，大夫說是要等到開了刀在手術台上才能確定的，現在都是推測。我躺下了，這個家怎麽正常運轉？短期可以有朋友幫，那長期呢？ 那萬一呢？這些都是真實的想法，不論該不該，對不對，我的想法像是沿著自己軌道的火車，不論多少火車從我肩頭沿著相反的方向擦肩而去，我還是沿著自己的軌道自顧自的跑著。
這也是真實的我。我不是一個可以在朋友的安慰下就可以舒緩的人。朋友們的安慰，勸解就像是遠遠的聲音，我隻想蜷縮在自己的洞洞裏，像一隻受傷的狐狸。
我在寫字中尋找自己的篤定，把自己像在水中漂浮的球一樣的心按下去，按下去，一直觸到水底。告訴自己，不可以軟弱，因為不容許，因為沒有餘地，就這麽簡單。可是我怎麽還是想哭？
給我安慰的是老遊。他並沒有太多的語言安慰我，但他的心裏真的是很寬鬆，很篤定。那天他在候診室裏等我做biopsy, 我出來一看，人家睡著了，睡得還挺沉，我還得坐一會，讓他醒醒盹再走。給我樂的，真有他的！他是一個骨子裏不worry的人。在他旁邊，他的那種心寬會傳染給你。想想看，要是我偏癱了，我還不得哭得天昏地暗的，絕對死了算了。可他，還是挺樂觀的活著。有過消沉，但他都悄悄藏了起來。現在的我，麵對自己的病痛，才更深入地明白，這其實是挺了不起的一件事。
他會按按我肩膀，啥也不說。或者很實在的提醒我許多事實，我們當下的環境條件還是不錯的，我想想，也是，心也就慢慢鬆了下來。
Could be worse. 對吧？衝著這幾個字，樂了。又是新的一天，又是一個明亮的早晨！動動胳膊，動動腿，還是一個挺好的我，起床！嘿嘿。
Thank you for your praising.
Forgot something. All the nuts are good. The almond is good for fight with cancer, and good for decrease the cholesterol and lose weight. The overweigh, especially the big tummy is connected with all kinds of cancers.
The eggs are considered as "hot" food, because the egg yolk could increase the cholesterol, and make the cold, fever, other sickness worse. So you and your husband should not eat it, but the egg white.
The dark color food are more valuable. So all the dark green( add the leaks, spinaches), red( add the purple cabbages), black color food should eat more.
Should eat one yogurt a day.
If you have any question, please just feel free to ask me. It 's my pleasure to answer you and help you! All the people in WXC love you and want to help you!
1. Drink. Warm tea, coffee, boiled water, low fat milk. Should drink 6 to 7 cups a day. Especially drinking a cup of honey(1 table spoon) and vinegar(3 to 4 table spoons) with warm water, plus 2 groves of lemonade every morning after got up. And drink 4 sips to 1 cup of warm water after the pulling and slapping exercise and hot bathing before go to sleep.
2. Food. Eat 2 to 4(for you) raw smashed garlic every night. It could be soaked in the mixed honey and vinegar, since it 's very hot. Then, eat some dark chocolate. Which is good for the liver, good for detoxify, can kill the cancer cells and strengthen the heart, and have more pee. The coco ingredient the higher is the better, the sugar ingredient the lower is the better. I like the one at Trader Joe 's, which contains more than 80% of coco, and the sugar only 3 or 5%.
Fruits: For every one, 1 apple a day, keep the Dr. away. But for you, you need more citrons, Vitamin C. to fight with the cancer cells. So need one orange, one tangerine, one lemon(you can squeeze it onto the fish to eat). Plus water melon, grapes, banana, to have more pee to be detoxified. Kiwi, papaya, blue berry and straw berry, pineapple, avocado that you can eat, too.
Vegetables. Broccoli, cauliflower, radish, Dong Gua, bitter melon, kale, beets, carrots, garlic, onion, tomatoes, the regular seaweeds( Haidai) and the purple seaweeds( Zicai). If you sautéed the tomatoes with onions, Zicai and egg beaters, which is good for prostate, breast, ovarian cancers prevention and fighting. All these veggies are cancer prevention and fighting natural medicine!
Starch and fiber. Yam, sweet potato, Shanyao; Black rice, whole wheat flour, wheat bran, black sesame, flax seeds. Should eat every day.
Beans. Black and green and red beans.
Sea Food. Fish, eel, sea cucumber.
Poultry. Local chicken, black chicken(is the best).
Flavor. No salt. No artificial sugar. Fish oil, olive oil, sesame oil are fine. More vinegar. Since its specialty is cancer and stone prevention and fighting.
Oh, do not forget to get sunlight! The tanned dark skin is way more healthier than the pale skin!
All said above are good for heart, blood pressure, and all the organs, vessels, to prevent or heal all the illnesses as well, so are good for your husband.
Wish you and your husband all the best! I will keep my eyes on you, and keep in touch with you. God bless you and your family!
To help the circulation, strengthen the cardio, you can just keep walking as much as possible, twice a day, 1 hr at the time. I learnt that you have a treadmill at home. Of course you can still keep ballroom dancing. Other than that, there are several ways that can help you:
1. Dumbbells lifting. You may go to Wal-Mart or Target to get two 8 lbs. each. You can hold by each hand, upward till the arms straight. Repeat 100 times or 200 times each time, then gradually increase to 300, 400, 500, 600, 700, 800. You can be very warm and sweat, and you will lose weight, too.
2.Pulling and slapping. Step 1., Use 2 hands pulling your ears from the top to bottom, from the inside to outside 100 times in the same time; Step 2., Use 2 hands slapping your gallbladder meridians from the hip to hill, then from the hill up to the hip 100 times in the same time; Step 3., 2 hands stretching forward, then crossing, then departing to each side, to make circle for 100 times; Step 4., Have your body to be bent and head down, 2 hands slapping your low back on your kidneys 100 times; Step 5., Slapping your behind the elbows 200 times each side; Step 6., Have your head down, towards the ground, your waist to be bent, 2 hands slapping your behind the knees for 200 times with regular pace first, then 120 times with fast pace. After this, you will be very warm, even sweated, and slept like a baby.
3. Taking hot bath every night before go to sleep, 30 minutes at the time.
4. Get a medical equipment hydrocollator. Just the minimum one. But you have to order more moist heating pads. You add the water to the tank, have the pads to be immersed, then connected with the power, let the water to be boiled.Then you lie down, put each on your breast along with your heart and lungs for 20 to 30 minutes. The pad will be very hot, you have to wrap it with the towel. And to keep the heat to stay, you have to put it into a plastic bag. Then covered with towel again. The same time you can put each on your knees, no matter you have arthritis or not. Since help the knees is help the heart as well. After that, you have to lying down on your tummy, have your husband to put 3 from your neck to the low back for 20 to 30 minutes, in order to help the spinal cord, bone marrow( when your bone marrow is plenty, it will produce a lot stem cells. When your stem cells are plenty, you will have more red cells and T cells to fight with poor circulation, heart disease and cancer), to help all the muscles and organs,to remove the toxin, to kill the germs, bacterial and cancer cells.
Your husband got uncontrolled blood pressure, that caused the hemorrhage right? If he can do all 4 above with you together, just add the pads to his disabled hand and leg, he will be recovered, too. His circulation is very poor. No circulation, no power! That 's why he can not be fully recovered. I treat a post-stroke foot ball player originally from Fl., whose right hand was got stuck to the side and whose fingers were curled, could not be opened and straight. During the treatment, his vessels were getting bigger, his arm and palm were getting red. After the treatment, his hand no more got stuck with his side and his fingers could be opened up! Good luck to you and your husband!
我說什麽你看不懂嗎？我所說的是心理承受麵，沒看到人家夜深人靜時的淚水？如果是普通患病至於嗎？我不是醫生說不清楚百分比，你那麽能幹，以後患癌症都來看你，不要看醫生了，行嗎？
不懂有些人想賣什麽藥，對別人興師問罪的。
說什麽呢?!!!
你不知道美國最新乳腺癌治療統計報道呀,現在早期乳腺癌 治愈已經達到100%, 注意說的是早期, 南山碧竹是早期二型乳腺癌, 術後,還會做基因檢測, 二期也是百分之90多, 目前,乳腺癌是屬於預後最好的之一(最好的是甲狀腺癌97%,平均, 早期也是100%,所以,預後還是取決於早發現 )
基因檢測,就是為了找到最好的治療和預防,所以,碧竹沒有問題,會頤養天年的!
遇上這樣的事，除了設法應對，別無他法。憑你的成熟，不需別人指點。除了說一句為你祝福外，提供一篇我以前的博文，希望你一定讀一讀，也許對你做決定有幫助。
鮮為人知的癌症新說 – 正確解讀統計數據
http://blog.wenxuecity.com/myblog/59896/201401/15558.html
為你獻上祝福。祝早日好起來。
所以，一定要保持一個好心情。
真誠地謝謝你。
真心期望你和你的老遊立即行動起來，學習和專研癌症的基本知識，既要熟知傳統癌症治療方法，也要了解替代療法，比如中醫療法。任何能夠治愈你的癌症的療法就是你需要的療法，無論它是屬於西醫還是中醫，無論它是屬於美國還是美國。
美國國立醫學院即倡導傳統癌症治療方法，也不否定替代療法，這代表的是美國政府的態度，一個很公正的態度，希望能夠引起你的足夠重視。
情多也累人。鬱達夫說得不錯。所以，呼籲大夥兒不要過多打攪。
至於有些網友的閑言碎語，就別理她了。這種小氣的人還真少見。
雖然不真正認識你，但也像很多你的朋友一樣，一直默默關注你們的近況。但請不要把這個當作你心裏上的任何負擔，尤其是在這個生死關頭！不想更新的時候就不更，不想回應別人的時候咱就不回，誰沒有任性的時候呢：）
偶然看到你的情況.如果願意嚐試一個物理療法(有人有效果,無任何副作用,自己可以操作),請把聯係電話發給CL5858@AOL.COM.
相信會有機會.
祝福你!
給你留個祝福， 就是讓你知道， 我們在關注你。。。你不用回的， 你盡管做你自己要做的事。
讚成。
人的恐懼來自對未來的不確定，但佛法可以讓我們安心和釋疑。