背後的溫暖 （續）

這幾天為了準備內科執照考試，每天下班就是圖書館，然後在月光下回家，周而複始，真得挺疲倦了。今天走進圖書館的時候，已經全然沒有了剛到這裏的新鮮感，身上每個細胞都透著疲憊。

看書前習慣性地察看了email，收到以前醫院的秘書大媽的一封信，大媽說，落花，祝你考試好運，別擔心，你一定會考好的。給大媽打電話，問道，你怎麽知道我什麽時候考試阿，大媽說上次你電話裏告訴我，我就記在日曆上了阿。

如果真的有那種小說裏形容的“一股暖流”，我今天是真的感受到了。可惜我再也不能和以前一樣笑嘻嘻地衝進秘書大媽的辦公室裏跟她說謝謝。隻能在電話上說謝謝，卻根本無法表達那一刻的感動。和大媽聊了一會兒，掛電話之前，大媽說，我們都很想念你，我現在就看著桌上你的照片。那是我們聖誕節一起拍的照片，我打印出來做成賀卡的樣子送給大媽。我說我也很想念你。

今天晚上天空異常晴朗，一輪彎彎的明月，懸掛在圖書館的窗邊，心情格外寧靜。樓下zhaoju MM說，背後的溫暖不止他一個人，真的是這樣的，沒有秘書大媽，沒有那幾位主治醫生，沒有和我一起日日夜夜的住院醫生，沒有爸爸媽媽永遠的支持，和這個博克裏的朋友們，我在美國走的醫學之途，遠遠不會這樣讓人感懷。

[縱然平行]

Gee, what did happene to you ? Did something confiscate your mind ? I thought that I’ve pre-warned you politely for not clicking that youtube song link for your own good. Well, resistance seemed futile :).

BTW, I am quite disappointed and amused by your “character assassination”, that is too low in my book. Here is a deal, when you come to NYC, an arrangement can be made for you to give me a physical exam so you are able to verify my gender, height, weight or other vital data to cater your interests. Oh, a small request, as a token to moderate my embarrassment, after you are done, can I be given an opportunity to have an intimate peek at you under the hood, too ? of course, with your consent:).

Enjoy your weekend,

P.S.- Happy birthday, hope you will have a great celebration this year with love ones and fans who adore and care about you, and a happy, cheerful and fertile year ahead.

[落花飄零]

考完了，考完了，謝謝大家！
小泥山，你不知道你還有其他們的朋友的留言，多少次在困難和沮喪中安慰了我。
縱然平行總是這麽sentimental，嗬嗬，有時候真懷疑你是不是個女生，謝謝你的七夕獻歌：P
流浪的人群，你是不是該改名叫度假的人群阿，嗬嗬。謝謝你還趕來看我。

[流浪的人群]

剛剛從夏威夷回到加州，就趕緊來拜訪。一個禮拜沒來，悵然若失。

我在夏威夷海灘曬太陽，你在深夜苦讀。I really feel guilty. Wish you luck!

[縱然平行]

Many things around us behave like two-way lanes, support and encouragement are predominantly among them. A tad those can really last a long way. I can imagine that how many times your spirit and moral have been boosted when someone was there for you, never going stingy on his/her support and understanding as your were down or beaten at a moment. To you , as if they lit a candle at the window at a dark and stormy night - the warm and soft light removed the darkness from the heat of a weary traveler, you. In due respect, you are also a source of comfort and hope to so many as well, on the net or in your day to day life, not mentioning you were often the last one there with your dying pts, offering them a sense of dignity, humanity, consolation and peace at the end of their time. I am a firm believer a old adage “we only live once” so given or take ,let’s be grateful to others and cherish what we had and having, never take granted anything.

Change the subject, today is our Chinese tradition holiday day of 七夕, I’d like to dedicate a old song by Joi Chua to all of us here who are loving someone , being loved or had been loved before. I think that it is time to shrug off these sadness, longing, nostalgia or tears that bother us too long and instead, renew with hope, strength, happiness and cheerfulness :).

Warn: if anyone is prone to be sentimental or emotional, bypass it :).

Here is the link http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JmNchl1TUW0&NR=1

Have fun!

[小泥山]

It's a pleasure to know that I might be one of the person who gave you warmth along the way :)

To read your blog and get to know you gave me comfort, strength and hope.

Add oil, Dortor MM :))

[mich_eom]

落花加油！祝考試順利~~ ：）

[落花飄零]

Thank you! :)

[spacespirit]

祝考試順利！

[stillthere]

祝福順利！