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三月瑣記 (w English)

暖冬cool夏 (2022-03-25 15:57:17) 評論 (38)
三月了,原應該山花爛漫的,原應該綠意盎然的,今春的山景卻和去年一樣差強人意。沒有足夠的冬雨,山勉強綠著,花勉強開著,野麥來不及長高便開始抽穗。而即便是這樣的春天,在每日70多度的氣溫和大太陽下,也很快要轉眼即逝了,頗有一種還沒有來就要走了的感覺。
 
3月的第一個周六硬拉著幾分不情願出門的某人爬了爬附近那一片熟悉的山丘,見到了零星的幾朵罌粟花,和簇擁著在那片山坡上的fiddleneck野花.  fiddleneck開著黃黃的小花,小腦袋像小提琴的弓彎著。記憶中,似乎從來沒有在這裏見過這麽一大片fiddleneck。或許生態環境悄無聲息地改變著,這種耐旱的花草在一年年的幹旱環境裏取代了其他物種,所謂的適者生存。
 
 
 
割過草的山坡 The smell of newly mown grass wisped into our noses. ??
 
枯草和新綠相間, 構成幾何圖形:) Emerging new grass contrasts against last year's withered grass, zigzagging into irregular triangles.
 
 
 
腳下這座城市
 
後院的枇杷二月底就開始泛黃,感覺黃的比記憶中來得早。今年的枇杷因為疏果不夠,加上不見那隻大老鼠來偷吃(小老鼠還是常來,但是好像不知道吃),所以果子長了不少,但都很小,有些小到剝了皮,去掉核,就剩一點點薄如皮的果肉。摘下那些小的放在一邊,那幹癟的樣子讓人都沒有食欲,一度差點都要把它們扔掉了。想想果樹的竭盡全力,想想粒粒皆辛苦,最後猶豫著剝開來,卻發現它們個雖小,果肉不夠塞牙縫,卻特別甜特別香,那些個大的反而味道不濃,不甜甚至有點酸。或許,小個的果子就是以它的香甜來彌補它們的其貌不揚,大自然的植物真是神奇。
 

比金桔還小的枇杷

這幾顆稍微大一點:)

 

金燦燦的果實這次是招徠了烏鴉和鬆鼠(當然還有小鳥),好在在家上班的時候被我瞥見了,被我轟走了. 烏鴉和鬆鼠好像會長記性,轟過一次後好像就沒有再來,抑或是趁我不注意來過,隻是小打小鬧的引不起我的注意罷了。吃一點就吃一點吧, 想起女兒曾說過,老鼠也有它生存的權利呢(她該不是把老鼠等同於人們養寵物的白鼠了吧:))

日子過得太無聊了,所以當一個朋友拉我去學跳舞,我沒有絲毫猶豫便欣然前往。記得很年前朋友拉過我去合唱團,我一點不曾動心,覺得太花時間了,又要排練又要演出,不如在家自娛自樂。而比起唱歌,我實在是沒有任何跳舞的先天條件,沒有跳舞的身高,更沒有婀娜的舞姿。可那日在匆匆走完一萬多步山路後,我竟然懵懵懂懂地趕去學舞--來美後的第一堂舞課,結果自然是沮喪的。至今隻去學了兩次,更多的時間是自己上網跟著錄像跳,權當是鍛煉身體。有了壓力就會有動力,因為怕太落伍太有礙觀瞻了,平時才會上網學。且跳且珍惜吧:)

 
三月開始,某人的公司也要求員工一周去office兩天,因為兩人的schedule有點不同,於是就有了我一周一天一個人在家上班的日子。這才體會到一個人在家上班的日子有多好--安靜,清心,不用為中午吃什麽犯愁,一個人想將就就可以隨便吃點,想吃好點,就走進廚房做點自己愛吃的,完全的自我放飛,不用顧忌另一個的感受,這種自由,這種carefree,讓我禁不住聯想到那些獨身主義者,他們的人生一樣有他們的快樂所在。還想起自己大半年前回公司上班後回家問某人,是我在家好還是不在家好,某人不甚滿意的答複還曾經讓自己不爽過。生活中,有些事情就是要自己經曆了才能深刻感悟到。
 
生活其實是美好的。無論多麽無聊的日子,溫暖的陽光、和煦的微風不曾間斷過,日光下,每一天都是新的,都值得我們好好度過。
 
附: 最近喜歡上了大歡的歌,他的歌幾分滄桑,幾分粗獷,打動著人心。有幾分像當年的刀郎,卻又不同風格。 比如這裏的 《一個人》《三生石下》,《今生來世》,《我想你了》《愛上了酒》等等都非常好聽.

 
 

A big fat crow flew over, flapping its wings as it heavily landed on the neighbor’s eaves. As it clawed to stabilize on the gutter under the eaves, a hollow dull sound echoed in the air, drawing my attention. Raising my head, I saw a black bird staring at me, chewing something in its mouth.  

Crows are prevalently seen here,  frequenting the valleys as well as cities.  Crows found in our communities like to perch on tops of towering palm trees or tips of pine trees. The presence at the backyard is rare. “What is it eating? Did it store food somewhere in the groove?” I, standing in the backyard, was wondering out loud.

It’s March. Half of my loquats are turning yellow, earlier than I remember. Loquats this years are particularly small, thanks to my negligence and reluctance of pruning. In a small backyard that only has partial sun,  it is a stretch to plant a fruit tree in the first place, and I cannot ask more. What has already sufficiently rewarded me is the process of seeing it grow, from a seed to today’s canopied top, from its first flowers to clusters of golden fruit. They are the apple in my eyes.

While I was relieved from the rat’s intrusion this year, the relief is ephemeral. It later dawned on me that the crow on the eaves was vying for the fruit, as one day working from home, sitting by the window, I saw one crow struggling to balance itself on a bending branch as it lunged for fruit. Then getting off the work and reading in the backyard on 3/22, I was alarmed to see a big squirrel only a foot away. After whooshing them away, I scrambled to the tall ladder and wrapped those low-hanging loquats with netted bags. Luckily, crows and squirrels are intelligent, smart enough to know that they are not welcome here and not to return since.

Wednesdays become my favorite day of the week in the month.  Beginning March, he is also required to work in office twice a week, leaving me alone working at home on Wednesdays. Being able to immerse myself in the solitude and quietness without any interruption, doing everything at a pace of my own, and in particular a respite from mundane cooking,  converge to a carefree Wednesday, an entire eight hours and a home all to myself!

The scarcity of winter rain engenders another scant spring. The mountains are barely green. The stunted poppies bloom only scatteringly. On a warm March day as we hiked on a familiar trail, we saw a galaxy of fiddleneck flowers strewn all over the meadow, a scene we never saw before. With temperatures hovering above 70s for weeks now, soon these drought resistant flowers will also fade into oblivion.