我自從上大學來就一直在折騰，從大一起到現在，八年搬了八次家，三個國家四個城市，雖說經曆了不少，學了不少，但心裏實在是有點厭煩了。每到一個新地方就要努力的去適應新的環境，結交新的朋友，當篩篩選選過後剛剛找到一撥臭味相投的狐朋狗友，剛剛習慣我的生活的routine，又要一切從頭開始。以前總認為“自由”和“穩定”是自相矛盾的， 但現在看來並非如此。很多時候我們隻想擁有享受“自由”的機會，但真正能運用這種機會的次數幾乎是零。就像有些人看late night infomercial 然後一下子買了有６００件不同大小鑽頭的鑽子，滿以為那一天能用上，可事實呢，其中５９９件都在車庫落灰。能離開日本並不代表著真正的自由，在日本等入籍並不代表著失去自由，最終的自由還是在你的心裏。
靠，上一斷話太肉麻太chicken-soup for the soul了，看來今晚還要繼續屠殺些腦細胞。
I find out that there are so many surprises and fun in life when I stop being a follwer. Life is like one of those adventure computer games, one little character walking around to beat monsters, look for treasures, rescue the princess...different ways to choose, lots of doors to open...If you have read the solution before you play it, you would be able to finish the game quickly and perfectly, but less fun. If you just go on your own, you might walk through the ways followers never try, open the doors followers never dare to open...behind those doors, there might be some scary fire dragon which makes you scream SHIT, also might be countless shining golden coins or gorgeous beauties...who knows...well, you know, only when you dare to open the door =)
In my opinoin, one's value system defines the way one lives. To a turtle, a race horse is crazy. But, if one was born with the genes of a race horse, one might get pleasure from being crazy. Millon people have millon philosophies of life. Unless one chooses to study them, one can well ignore them. To me, finally, I am content with being a deviant to choose to live with my potential. I enjoy the peak experiences from my efforts, lots are against nature. Foolish or not, I have my own judgement, which is the one really matters. I can see you are a person who observes, thinks, practices rather than merely follows. We most likely are not able to figure out life, however, we cannot help figuring...
