重組風波 (六)

周五電話麵談(繼續)

After a (seemingly very long) pause, he spoke in a softened voice: "Ah, that makes sense, now I understand. Behind every resume there is a real person and a long story to be told. "

然後他說了一些例行公事的話,　比如還要麵試其他人,　要到６月底才會決定這個位置的人選，　等等．　最後他說:"I'm so glad that you approached me and showed interest in this job. And I appreciate the chance to get to know you better. Regardless of the outcome, I will call you personally to let you know, I promise."

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掛上電話之後，　我呆了幾秒鍾， 強忍已久的眼淚終於奪眶而出,　一發而不可收拾．
 
我哭了一整天,　直到第二天早晨．
 
１０年了,　除了公司少數幾個人事部門的人,　沒有人知道我因綠卡而做的掙紮．
 
我太自尊了,　我不願意和人談論這個話題．　
 
我哭了,　因為我很憤怒，　他逼迫我到了牆角，　讓我不得不說出我認為是私人的東西.　我的驕傲受傷了.
 
但不管怎樣，　這一切總算都過去了， 我可以鬆一口氣了.