Last day

今天是我在這個醫院的最後一天。一個上午不停地在說再見，祝願的話，臉上掛著笑容，不讓自己感傷。但是最後在秘書辦公室把拷機關掉的時候，淚水終於忍不住流了下來。三年陪伴我的這個拷機，見證了無數個不眠之夜，無數次的沮喪和眼淚，無數次的欣慰和幸福。

主治醫生把自己醫學院裏用過的聽診器送給了我，作為一份特殊的師長的禮物。他陪我最後一次走過那條通向車庫的長長的走廊，然後在走廊盡頭深深地擁抱了我。他說每年這個時候總是最難受的，就如同看著自己悉心培養的孩子們從此各飛東西。

坐在車裏很久，不停地想著, this is it, this is it.

所有的故事都留在了身後，所有的牽掛都留在了這裏，而我又踏上了新的征程，一切從零開始。開車出車庫的時候，淚水迷蒙，臉上卻掛著微笑。

[Dan.C]

A Bitter Sweet Moment, i feel 4 u .

[無聲渡]

多好的日子，人生的又一裏程碑啊。
人生不就是這樣嗎，時而是淚水，時而是歡笑，風景在前麵。。。

[落花飄零]

thanks 流浪的人群，you are always so hopelessly romantic, love your beautiful words. keep in touch.

sundays, you are right, this job is not just a job, it means so much to me, to other physicians like me. take care and good luck to both of us.

[sunydays]

It is great you enjoyed your residency, which is a good start. If one does not like patient care, it will be hard for his medical career. American physicians earn the money with sweat, long hours and love. I did not realize it until entering the program. Maybe I was spoiled by Chinese medical system.

Anyway, physician is a great career: help people, and earn bread at the same time.

Good luck for a new job.

[流浪的人群]

“落花“流水春去也，天上人間。

“一起走過的日子“是我清華畢業時的主題詞。送給你！
落花，其實有很多朋友陪你走過那些孤寂的夜晚，陪你笑，陪你哭。。。知己何必曾相逢，不是落花也飄零。

[落花飄零]

hug hug Linda, hehe.

Aaalbert, yes i am going for another journey, and i know i will miss those who i worked with very much, esp when i have hard time or feel lonely in the new hospital. I am happy i made so many friends there and i know some of them will be my friends for long time.

thank you punny, you are always so kind and warm, so nice to know you here.:)

aja aja shadow!

縱然平行，you know i will always be a sentimental woman, no matter how hard i try, hehe. these past few days, i cried several times, at my graduation, at the last day of my work, when i was driving out of this city, when i said goodbye to people i truely respected and attached to, gosh that was among those most emotional moments in my life.
time will help me move on and calm down, hopefully.

sundays, i really don't feel being slaved during my residency, maybe because i had low expectation, hehe. thank you for the wishes.

riverside, you are right, with the training getting more and more specialized, my work will be more and more demanding. i will work hard.

thank you qjius.

流沙隨風，this paragraph you wrote here is so beautfiul, spoke out exactly how i feel right now. hopefully next step will be as good...

[流沙隨風]

歲月就這麽輕輕地翻過一頁，精彩的，難忘的，或者不願再回想的，都濃縮和沉澱進了一段記憶裏。在腦海的深處撒下玫瑰花的種子，兩行淚水流下去便成了其發芽和開花的雨露。

不管願意不願意，歲月又不經意地跳到了下一頁。一頁一頁的串起來，便是所謂的人生吧。假如人生如書，由於你用心地記錄，你的篇章格外清晰和明亮。

偶然一路看你寫下這一頁，難得的精彩。但誰說下一頁不會更精彩難忘呢？

[qjius]

Best wishes for your bright future!

[riverside]

回複sunydays的評論:
《追捕》裏杜秋的名言：“哪有個完？”Fellow是一種更高級別的奴隸。“革命尚未成功，同誌還需努力。”（孫中山語）

[sunydays]

Congratulations!

End the slave life!

Start a new journey...

[縱然平行]

Wait a minute, I thought you've promised that you’d never ever cry in the car, in the wards, in the hallways, on the streets or anywhere under no circumstance :).

Alright, you didn’t swear that, I made it up, please forgive me:).

Hey, ahead it will be a brand new beginning of enrichment/opportunity right there waiting for you .

Cheer up, ok ?

[sunshadow]

落花加油！！！

[punny]

You've got new worlds to conquer, adventures to discover, and new dreams to make come true. You are not alone, dear LuoHua. We'll be here with you :))

[aaalbert]

Dear Luohua, it's great to start a new journey. There will be moments like this, that we have to leave the people we love, and the place we know so much.But we know that they are never left behind; they are there, somewhere in our memory, that can be visited every time you need some soothing or inspiring. They will even become sweeter by time.
Have a good day.

[linda_tan]

恩，我也很想擁抱一下這麽堅強、自信，而又溫婉、美麗的落花JJ :)