天使(我最喜歡的電影音樂六)

謝謝影子提醒，想起了這首歌。

以往寫這類電影音樂的文章，都會把電影重溫一遍，寫的時候才會更有感觸，但是這次我決定不重看這部電影了，不是因為電影不好，而是因為不能承受那種悲傷。

看的時候，和秋日傳奇一樣，也是在讀醫學院的時候，但是那個時候沒有進臨床，隻是當作愛情故事來看。現在的我，在一路走來的醫學道路上，承載了太多悲傷的故事，很努力地塵封在心底，不管輕易去觸摸，結果隻是看這首歌的video，就牽扯了一下。

Seth是個天使，在人間把瀕死的人帶去另一個世界，他總是站在那裏，化解他們的恐懼，安撫他們的痛苦，帶著他們平靜地離開。有一天，他看見醫生Maggie，因為竭力搶救病人無法成功而暗自悲傷，他被深深地觸動，最終決定放棄永恒，現身人間，和她一起經曆人間的悲歡。

這個音樂，讓我不由自主地想到那個夏天晚上，我一口氣從急診室奔到病房，卻隻看到老人平靜地合上雙眼。他最終沒有能和他太太說再見，我最終還是辜負了他。我握著他的手，從溫暖到冰涼，淚水滴落在他的手上。我沒有宗教信仰，但是我真心希望，那天晚上，有天使來接他，撫平他的累累創傷，帶他去那個沒有病痛和悲傷的世界。

把這首音樂，送給所有我幫助過，卻無能為力的病人，希望天使在他們身邊。

[dadaland]

樓下的兩位推薦的都很好聽啊！這個男孩的聲音好特別，天哪~~~
rhapsody on a theme of paganini - variation 18,my favorite!但是強烈推薦聽聽原汁原味的，我找了一個ILYA ITIN的版本
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5kujjD77Kbw&feature=related，聽完會愛上拉赫瑪尼諾夫的~~~~~

[狼來了!]

落花飄零妹妹，推薦另一首非常好聽的“Declan galbraith - An Angel”給你，希望你喜歡。特別是遇到不順心的時候，遇到PATIENT走了的時候，能更堅強。
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dn51LxzSHf0

[Fog_Rain_Thunder]

看見樓下有人推薦somewhere in time的主題曲,忍不住上來說兩句.因為它實在是太好聽了.當時也是因為先聽到這首曲子,被震撼住才看的電影.電影中還有另外一首曲子也是一樣的感人: Rachmaninov的rhapsody on a theme of paganini - variation 18.兩首曲子做曲相隔四十多年,卻相映得極好.一首感覺是從傾慕到激蕩到離去,另一首感覺是從淡定到澎湃到平靜,頗有片中男女主人公之感.有時自己哼哼的時候會疑惑起來,自己在哼哪一首呢?
以下是另一首的鏈接:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vD2pS1O-21U

[流沙隨風]

回複縱然平行的評論:

玩點幽默俺支持；可俺更支持玩點中文幽默。

俺反正在八小時裏打夠了英文，嗬嗬，看來哥們不夠

[dadaland]

。。。。。。思想者都是孤獨的，所以低頭沉思就好了。。。。。。

[縱然平行]

Sunshadow: I am not sure that your comment was intended to address me, so if there a misunderstanding from my end, please forgiven me.

Well, luckily, there is no money involved here, otherwise, your presumption would cost you a bundle :). The fact is I did watched Korean Movie “時越愛"/ "觸不到的戀人” in 2001 (thanks to my grandma who is a big fan of collecting Korean movies and TV shows) , but I couldn't finish watching it, partly because the pace of the movie is too slow and leading man 李政宰 is not on par with 全智賢 even the movie has a interesting plot line, and the dialogs are overlapping alot. I also watched "無間道" in 2003 , for that one, I liked it.

Hoping I didn't offend you or anyone here. Gee, what is wrong nowadays, everyone seems having a loaded gun and being trigger happy. Somehow, I felt like WXC has become some sort of “war zone”. Without a warning shot, someone starts to shoot at me for no justified causes, and a joking comment may lead to minefields and get my arms and legs blown away :).

Before you guys “kill” me, can I have my last wish ? Can your guys loosen a little and appreciate a sense of humor ? :)))

[縱然平行]

落花飄零: Hey, no sweat, your response was in the projected “trading range” though, thanks still, :). And I'd also agree with you on that the taste of music or movie or any format art and literature is a quite personal thing, often it is influenced by our background, education, life experiences, period of time and more. So in your defense, by not doing something that you see no value is certainly a better route than churning some words out which could miss the ideas or relevancy.

The point I tried to make in previous comment is not about my personal likings of movies or a piece of song so to speak. It is about how to see the invisible links between Death, Life and Love from a vantage point. the clips of movie or song is just the media to to be utilized for clarifying the clouds over these elements.

Regarding to my confidence index , last time I checked, the level appears ok even though major market indexes are in turmoil. But, thanks for your friendly reminder, I'd recalibrate it again, just in case there are any insecureness and shyness :))

BTW, I have no interests to extend further trivial argument, if winning bear costs of hostility and unwise time-consumption I'd prefer to lose. :(.

Have fun

[小淘]

支持落花和影子寫熄燈係列，我會搬個小板凳天天來捧場哦。落花這個係列真是好，很多話都讓我很有共鳴，尤其是這首歌好像一下把我拉回了學生時代，那些人，那些事，那些青春歲月，仿佛拌著音符散落在風中，痛苦的似乎都被時光濾掉，留下的都是美好。

[sunshadow]

打賭樓下某一位同學沒有看過《觸不到的戀人》~~~
隻有沒看過《無間道》的人才會喜歡難看的《The Departed》~~~

[dadaland]

謝謝落花的關心，發了悄悄話，但是好像不成功，留了言在bbs郵箱：）

[流沙隨風]

我覺得天使已經在他們身邊了。真的。

[sunshadow]

赫赫~~~ 沒有哦~~~~
我的都寫在我msn的那個博克上了也~~~~
所以狂支持你寫~ 我就在底下回複作為和鳴d~ 嘿嘿

[落花飄零]

影子，你在這裏有blog麽？可以開寫熄燈係列，我會合著你一起寫的，嗬嗬。不過比你要差了幾個年代了阿。老了老了。

縱然平行，實在不好意思要讓你失望了，這首歌我聽了，兩部電影我也都看過，但是確實感覺平平，沒有想要為這個而寫博克的欲望，不想為了寫而寫。
我以前說過，每個人聽音樂因為有自己的經曆自己的共鳴，感覺都會不盡相同，我沒有你的共鳴，勉強貼歌寫文章，反而浪費了那首音樂真正的感覺。高山流水，可遇不可求。
至於你的vow,不知道你是守給誰看的，隻要自己收得住自己的原則，寫不寫博克，都是沒有關係的，過於拘泥外界的約束，要證明給自己看自己的自約能力，是不是有點over compensating,反而是對自己不自信的反證。

[縱然平行]

As a resident doc with a good heart , without doubt, your intention is to save your pts' lives in all available avenues. Sometimes, you and your colleagues might have done everything possible to prolong someone‘s life, unfortunately, in the end, some of those pts still died, regardless. It is understandable that some of these unsettling experiences might indeed sadden, traumatize you, or even shake your core beliefs to some extent. For instance, when the code was called, a pt was in asystole, you and the rest of “resurrection” team exhausted all the options, from defibrillation to injection of adenosine, etc yet, the pts’ organs were too frail to response; or at the moment, you and your attending were standing by a dying pt and debating if she should be “trached” or leave the code as it was; or when you were ready to sign off a pt‘s death certificate, you were spooked by screen showing the heartbeat line was not flat rather wobbly, occasionally spiked in a brief run as if it was a regular rhythm because of residual CPR compression, even the pt had already gone. To the point, no matter you like or not, you may have to deal with death ,expected ones or sudden ones at your work,. So what you could do about it in terms of battling those haunting loses ?,I think , I could be wrong, you should look beyond these deaths and truly enjoy each day given and little “privileges” that you may have taken granted such as walking on the snow, feeling rain on your hands, laughing out loud , loving someone and being loved… after all, neither modern medicine nor a roomful of expertise nor good intentions can be the remedies to the death, but in my own opinion, only to live and live joyfully can, especial after you have witnessed many deaths.

I'd like to point out that the singer who sang “Angel” in the clip was Sarah Mclachlan. Her voice has some unique flavor. Because this movie and this song, I wonder if you could kindly honor me for a small request, post the following video clips together in your blog if you have time,and you don't mind. For a specific incident, I'd made a vow for not writing in my blog anymore :( .

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dbgfXp5M02M
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1zFEUcciueU&feature=related

One of the reasons that I'd like to bring this up is because these two video clips touched two seemingly thorny subjects – love and death. It is kind of interesting to watch two deferent persons created two video pieces using some song “ Song for a Winter's Night” by Sarah Mclachlan’s 2006 album depicted two movies which I believe you have watched; but because of deferent interpretations, love and death were rendered in each creator's own way. My thought is that at a winter night, maybe, all of us, young or old, male or female could create our individual clip in own mind for love (wild, subtle, brief or long-lasting) and death encountered in our lives, pondering in width and depth of for true meaning of these two topics.

It is true, so many things I don’t know, yet I think I do have some good grips about love and death. It is my conviction that death is unavoidable and love has the captivating power that makes a life worth to live.

As a footnote, I am fully aware that you are the rightful owner for your own blog, it is ultimately your choice to make the decision to ensure the materials would be deemed to be fit for your artistic view or ideology . However, whatever you'd decide I'd respect that. :).

Thx for your tolerance in advance

[sunshadow]

支持熄燈係列！！！

[落花飄零]

dadaland，有段時間沒見你啦，忙什麽呢，嗬嗬，還算好，沒拉下多少，謝謝你補看了前麵幾篇還留言了，有你這樣的朋友回應我的感受真好。：）

影子，那個是珍西莫爾啊，我小時候極喜歡她，那時候中央台有限的電視劇，似乎很多都有她的演出，非常美麗有氣質的演員。

aprilwind,這些都是我以前看的，我不在網站上看電影的，主要是不太熟悉那些網站和軟件，來美國以後要麽去電影院，要麽用netflix借電影。

fog-rain-thunder,你說得對，很多時候看電影有感觸是因為自己的經曆共鳴。不過還是很好的電影，值得看一下的。

小淘，很高興你喜歡這個係列，好像每個女生都有自己熄燈以後聽的歌啊，這也是一個很好的係列主題。：）

[sunshadow]

那就再來推薦一首吧~~~ 很有名的那首鋼琴曲~ somewhere in time（時光倒流七十年）的主題曲~~~
我隻能找到這個版本的~~~
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x_YedfxNKow

ps: 那部電影的女主角就是以前中央台放的那個女醫生的連續劇的女主角（Dr. Quinn）~~~ 大愛~~~~

回家睡覺了~ 安~~~

[aprilwind]

很喜歡這個係列.我也想作功課補看這些電影.請問落花你是在哪個網站上看這些電影的？多謝！

[Fog_Rain_Thunder]

天使之城.知道情節卻從來沒有看過.我想沒有那樣的親身經曆,即使看過電影也很難體會到那種強烈的感同心受般的悲傷吧.

相信承載了太多悲傷的故事的你,也承載了許多快樂的瞬間 :-)

[小淘]

很喜歡這個係列，尤其喜歡這首歌，記得上學那會，晚上寢室裏熄燈以後，經常一個人靜靜的聽這首歌。
覺得落花mm的新id片片很像楊瀾哦。都是知性女性。：）

[dadaland]

安慰一下樓下的mm吧~~~~~

[dadaland]

每次來都有淨化心靈的感受，謝謝你。還有，新照片選配得很有感覺：）

[sunshadow]

這是唯二的一首當年在我整夜整夜睡不著覺然後偷偷哭的時候能讓我安靜入睡的歌曲~~~ :)
還有一首是孫燕姿的害怕~~~

[dadaland]

一眨眼，都寫到六啦，功課拉得太多，嗬嗬。差不多前麵每部電影都看過，這個沒有。音樂很好聽，和你寫的很吻合。為你的職業精神和善良而感動。