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子欲舞而親不在 ------ 一首催人淚下的藍調( R& B ) To Dance With My Father Again

因了寫嘻哈音樂題材的文章,連日來嘻哈,藍調音樂不絕於耳。本來咱們聽西洋歌曲就是重曲調輕歌詞,何況這些嘻哈歌手都刻意用口齒不清的哈萊姆英語念白說唱,聽得我雲山霧罩。暗自尋思多半離不開性愛,暴力,毒品和叛逆的內容,此時不懂勝聽懂。

突然,一個情真意摯的中年男聲如泣如訴,初成曲調即有情。一個中年男人,表達了他對已經逝世的父親那份思念,歉疚和愛,與中國傳統的“樹欲靜而風不止,子欲養而親不在”的孝道異曲同工。演唱者 Luther Vandross 是藍調的殿堂級人物,唱了許多膾炙人口的歌曲,平生獲獎無數。他還因此歌而獲得 2004 年的格萊美獎。

To Dance With My Father Again

By: Luther Vandross


Back when I was a child
before life removed all the innocence
my father would lift me high
and dance with my mother and me and then
spin me around till I fell asleep

then up the stairs he would carry me
and I knew for sure, I was loved
If I could get
another chance
another walk
another dance with him
I'd play a song that would never ever end
how I'd love love love
to dance with my father again

第一段回憶了孩提時代父親讓孩子騎在脖子上,和媽媽一起跳舞,直至孩子酣然入夢,才把他抱上樓去。既表達了父親那份舔犢深情,也讓我們感到家庭的溫馨,父親和母親那份相濡以沫的愛情。我的思緒也隨著歌聲,回到了童年:父親騎著自行車,馱著我上街,給我買最愛吃的甘草楊桃,鳥梨(一種小沙皮梨) …….


oooo when I and my mother would disagee
to get my way I would run from her to him
he'd make me laugh just to comfort me yeah yeah
then finally make me do just what my momma said
later that night when I was asleep
he left a dollar under my sheet
never dreamed that he would be gone from me
If I could steal one final glance,
one final step
one final dance with him
I'd play a song that would never ever end
cause I'd love, love, love, to dance with my father again

這一段回憶了一個慈父如何巧妙地教育孩子聽媽媽的話。沒有喝斥,也不用說教,讓孩子心服口服。許多中國家庭的父母,對孩子給予了太多的期許,所以當孩子不聽話或者成績稍不如人意時,恨鐵不成鋼的複雜心情躍然臉上,總愛把自己的喜好和是非判斷強加於孩子身上,反而激起了孩子的逆反情緒,造成劍拔弩張的緊張局麵。我們能否從這段歌聲裏得到某種啟發呢?
sometimes I'd listen outside her door
and I hear how my mother cried for him
I'd pray for her even more than me
I'd pray for her even more than me
I know I'm praying
for much to much
but could you send back
the only man she loved
I know you don't do it usually
but dear lord she's dying
to dance with my father again
every night I fall asleep
and this is all I ever dream

最後這一段最是催人淚下,令人心碎!從兒子的口中訴說了母親對逝去丈夫的無限哀思和眷戀,並向上蒼祈求,讓父親複活回到愛著他的妻兒身邊。這裏不僅表達了對父親的思念,更委婉地表達了對孤寂的媽媽的心疼,愧疚和孝心。都說男兒有淚不輕彈,聽到這裏,我還是把手伸向紙巾盒 …… 因為它讓我想起銀絲滿頭的媽媽,多年來為照顧因中風而行動不便的父親,任勞任怨全天候護理陪伴著他。每年回去看到她日漸憔悴,身體大不如前,心中也有如歌中的那份愧疚和心疼。媽媽,兒子不孝,身在萬水千山之外,無法與你分擔辛勞。還望你自己多多保重!

謹將這首歌曲獻給與我同齡的海外遊子和我們親愛的父親母親們,向他們感恩!

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roarforward 回複 悄悄話 very good!!
天山積雪 回複 悄悄話 我現在特別希望有人能給我抱一下,我沒有力量了...
燕山客 回複 悄悄話 這麽感人,催人淚下。
redtruck 回複 悄悄話 催人淚下, 哇.....
北鶴 回複 悄悄話 好文...如果能配上音樂就更妙了
WaterMount 回複 悄悄話 real heart tells real feelings...
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