她給我來了封信，第一次看到她這麽感性的話，讓我好感動，也貼在這裏。不知是不是因為用英文，讓她“膽大”，就象很多中國的男人可以說“I LOVE YOU”,卻不會說“我愛你”一樣－－開玩笑的，正好想到了。經得她的同意，我貼在這裏：
already registered, but still couldn’t post Any way, you can post for me this time before anybody can see my new “jacket” (Ma Jia). Haha!
Thanks for your article in memory of our past friendship. I like it. I was moved to see your articles, including those I didn't read before. Maybe the song also brought back those old days, just like I saw them again. But I feel somewhat guilty, as I feel knowing I'm reading your blog seems distracting your writing, you normally talk just from your heart in your former articles. I know it was hard to say sth. in front of someone so close to you. I myself always have problem to do that, even in front of those I don't know much. Hopefully, I didn’t deprive your right of “free expression”, ha!
Yes, we have shared so much together, sometimes I also feel I should write. But like my sister, you have very good memory plus your artist flair, you can do this much better than I do. In fact, we had much more differences: You are always so tender, while I appeared much tougher than you were, normally scared off boys – so many of them dared to tell me their real thought years later. Ha! People can tell you’re traditional easily, and I appeared to be rebellious and daring, like leading people dance crazily in many Fridays’ night. Thanks for all my fellow classmates and teachers, nobody really misread me much then! How luck I was! And many……
When I reflected, I found there’s one thing we should change if we could live again: we should NOT be always together – at least 3-5 girls together going to the self-study room every evening, which was rarely seen among the 3rd/4th year students. You know how many boys’ attempts to talk to one of us were defeated that time? No wonder many of us were caught off guard when we had to make the most important life decisions later on. Just kidding! But that’s us and our old days, we’re just like sisters. It is one of the most valuable and enjoyable time periods in my life!
BTW, I don’t normally write on-line, as I see too much nasty comments and ugly thoughts, but I like all the people here, it is a warm and cozy place! Still I wish you would keep your style, as I really enjoy that and you do better when you're the way you are. Actually, after so many years, I feel I can understand much better other's different perspectives, feelings and opinions - that is what life really brings us.
