A mission to commend the whole army
You could trust me that I promise you solemnly that I did not ask for this commission, but rather avoided it by all means. It is not only because I am not willing to be apart from you and the whole family, but also because I know how heavy the responsibility will be, which is beyond my capabilities. Additionally, provided that I would leave home for decades to look for the happiness of a remote perspective, I’d rather stay at home to be with you for a month in the real happiness. However, as I am assigned with this commission by my fate, I do hope, that I am arranged to undertake this commitment for making contributions.
I will trust and rely on my God who has been blessing me with grace;I am assured that I will come back to you safely in the fall. I won’t feel painful for the hardships and dangers of the battle, but I am sad that you surely will be anxious when alone at home. Thus, I urge you to equip yourself with full courage and try your best to live happily. Nothing could comfort me better than knowing that you are happy, especially from your letters.