Me and Not Me

When I picture you
somewhat close to my heart
the silhouette gets blur
My words try very hard
not sure they could succeed
Even when you were in front of me
words will probably run away on something
remotely like you
sometimes into different world altogether
Reverse is true too
I am afraid one shouldn't picture me
with my words
those were seconds of thoughts
picturing some stories or simply playing with words
As if I stood in the snow
when my words turn around
you are still just seeing snowflakes
and real me
standing right there in the snowshower
not much anything else