真實人生
38歲的高齡，幹嗎從軍呢？或許是想為自己開劈一條新河，還是挑戰一下已經多年朝9晚5的枯燥乏味的辦公室生涯？ 我至今無從得知。
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01/07/2007 08:30 pm
The Fitness Company, Fort Jackson, SC.
We were gethered in our company area, following orders by our Drill Sergeant as always every evening at this time for the name count.
Now a female soldier started to find fault with me, she shouted, this bitch smelled like a whore. I knew exactly she meant me, and I was a little scared. I bowed my head, wanted to disappear and hide in a hole. And then she went on, “I know now, she smelled like when you just finish the 7 day in the field.” Then there was this roaring of laughter. I had no idea why I became the target they chose to pick on. This female soldier was the trouble maker in our Platoon, bad reputation. I can dig my old paper works and find her name. I am guessing her name is Private Smith, a blond woman in her late twenties. And now some male soldiers started to gossip, and I noticed Private William, who was our Assistant Platoon Guide, approached me, and tried to smell me. I felt so ashamed, and embarrassed. I wish I were somewhere else at the moment. Finally
北卡州， Fort Jackson ，傷兵連。我們聚集一處，軍嘈照例做晚間點名。
這時有一個女兵開始找我的麻煩，她大叫什麽這個母狗吻起來像隻雞 (whore) 。我知道她在說我，我有點怕。我低著頭，試圖找個洞鑽進去。然後她接著叫喚“我知道，她吻上去好像剛剛結束七天野外訓練。”然後就是哄笑。我不明白為什麽我會成為眾矢之的。這個女兵在連裏是個禍害，名聲不好。我可以找以前的文件查她的名字。我猜她叫 Private Smith ，二十好幾的金發女郎。這時有些男兵開始竊竊私議，我看到 Private William ，我們的排助理，向我靠近，試圖看我有什麽氣聞兒。我感到被侮辱。我希望我能瞬間遁去。最後，我們的長官過來讓我們解散，回營房，我才解脫。到現在，我都沒搞清他們為何選中我來戲弄。可能因為我是黃皮膚。自那以後，又有更嚴重的謾罵。有一個戰士辱罵我，是魔鬼。我沒有還嘴。我一直在壓抑內心的火氣。真是實生不如死。不知這樣的不幸會有多久。
０１／０８／０７，０１００ 淩晨、
現在，是我站崗。其餘的戰士都在睡覺。我問了一個也在站崗的士兵，我到底做了什莫，他們如此對我。他也對我表示同情。
０１／０８／０７，０５００ 淩晨
有幾個戰士又像往常一樣的辱罵我，這時候，我再也仍不住了，大聲音叫得起來，“你們為什麽辱罵我，你們罵的每一句話，我都明白，你們是一群混蛋。然後，長官來了，送我去了心理專家做檢查。 長官欺軟怕硬。
ＴＯ ｂｅ ｃｏｎｔｉｎｕｅｄ．．．．
The Fitness Company, Fort Jackson, SC.
We were gethered in our company area, following orders by our Drill Sergeant as always every evening at this time for the name count.
Now a female soldier started to find fault with me, she shouted, this bitch smelled like a whore. I knew exactly she meant me, and I was a little scared. I bowed my head, wanted to disappear and hide in a hole. And then she went on, “I know now, she smelled like when you just finish the 7 day in the field.” Then there was this roaring of laughter. I had no idea why I became the target they chose to pick on. This female soldier was the trouble maker in our Platoon, bad reputation. I can dig my old paper works and find her name. I am guessing her name is Private Smith, a blond woman in her late twenties. And now some male soldiers started to gossip, and I noticed Private William, who was our Assistant Platoon Guide, approached me, and tried to smell me. I felt so ashamed, and embarrassed. I wish I were somewhere else at the moment. Finally
Tell you what, I agree with you totally. You know, I still miss the army.
And I think you are very lucky. For me, I guess the injury changed my army career. Otherwise...., who knows, I probably say, I am so enjoying myself as a GI.
you are a total fool!
親愛的火星人，你好。我喜歡你的名字。謝謝你的支持。
Please email me; spcliu767@gmail.com
I pity you! You just never get it!
I am so proud of being an American Soldier! Never regret a little bit of my decision of being enlisted! And I gained precious experiences from my Army career. The army built me, I can never be weak again, because I was once a soldier, serving the strongest army in the whole wide world!
朋友，這隻是敘述我人生的真實經曆。沒有大哭大鬧，蠻橫無理。9、11，我們紐約死去了幾千無辜的像你我一樣的普通人，你不覺得悲痛欲絕嗎？至少我是。我隻是千千萬萬海外留學生的一員，極為普通。隻是因著懷有一顆赤子之心，我覺得我還年輕，還可以拿起槍杆子和我的戰友們起早攤黑，摸爬滾打。接受嚴厲的訓斥和訓練，才有資格變為光榮的美軍戰士。為此，我很自豪。非常感恩。因為將近40歲了，還可以為美國，我生活了近19年的土地，犧牲我的“老婆孩子熱炕頭”的悠閑和舒適。這一切都值了。
Please support our troops!
謝謝你的支持。
I agree. This is exactly what I was told in the Army.
I feel sorry for your sort. You can't comprehend this kind of emotions. What a pity!
Thank you, sister!
Thank you for your advice. Let me tell you though, if I had done that, like what you suggested that I hit the worse abuser, what would have happened was someone will call 911, within minutes, you would hear sirens of the MP(Military Police) car pull in. And they would take me into custody. Do you think that's worth it. On top of that, I will be demoted to E1, just a private soldier instead of E4, a specialist.
I agree.
Thank you for your understanding and support. I guess that I was unlucky when I was jnjured when I fell from about 35 feet above the ground and I suffered two fractures in my right foot. I actually had fun the first 5 weeks at BCT, until they sent me to PTRP, esp when I came back from a 30-day Con Leave. I didn't want to be there at all. And I withdrew from the usual crowd, that was when all this happened. You're right, I am lucky now that I won my freedom back, and I am preparing for the Court Interpreter job now while working full time in a Medical Supplies company. My best friend suggested me to sort things out and put the painful event behind and move on. I just wanted to be the witness here, revealing to the people who might be suffering the similiar treatment right at this moment.
Take care and be safe!