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孤獨的旅程

(2008-07-13 19:51:46) 下一個

她的生命象一支馬蹄蓮,嫩綠優雅的枝幹上頂著一朵純潔高雅的花。人看了都說多麽美麗呀!這幸福的花兒!長在恒溫的春天,腳下是黑油油水份充足的土壤。

可是多年前的有一天,她想到自己也會老,會不再美麗,會死,她的靈魂就感到很寂寞,象在大戈壁中孤獨地旅行那麽寂寞。

她有讓人羨慕的家庭,懂得怎麽享受現實生活,怎麽和身邊的人互動,怎麽得到物質和身體需要的。卻不懂得該怎麽才能找到另一個同喜,同悲,同會心一笑的靈魂。

因為找不到那個有相似天性的靈魂,無論在這世上活多長或多短,她都不能夠領會什麽叫真正的愛情,也因著這個原因而不能完全讀懂自己。今生投生為人要學的重要一課,因此學不到。

壁虎遇到危險能掙斷尾巴,蚯蚓被切成兩截後變成兩隻新的蚯蚓。她就象壁虎,危險過後很快長出新尾巴;象蚯蚓,迅速生出兩倍於從前的能量。她好了傷疤忘了痛,一顆心破了馬上從裏麵生出一顆新心來,象洋蔥皮層層剝不盡,哪一層都不是真心。

可是當她想到這個與她有相似天性的靈魂可能就在世界某個角落,同樣地孤獨寂寞時。心中突然明明白白地體驗到痛,是長不出新尾巴,生不出兩倍能量,一碰就流淚的洋蔥皮的痛。



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澀郎 回複 悄悄話 怎麽得到物質和身體需要的, yes
oceanlover 回複 悄悄話 lonely wolfe travel on the life desert...
suddently he/she saw greens, waters and another lonely wolfe, they star each other, and they see the same from their eyes, feel the same from their touch, smell the same from the breath, beat at the same heart pace, smile with same sweet and cry due to same upset...

There is always another you somewhere and you will feel not lonely at all as long you could feel...believe it or not...

devote our passion into those we feel we should treasure
and leave sadness and loness far behind when you feel your heart and souls no more alone...

oceanlover 回複 悄悄話 Whenever we feel there is at least another similar soul in this world, we should never feel lonely and sad. you should appreciate and treasure.

People get together and married due to various reasons and also probably due they have the similat souls at that time too. while time changed, place changed, and our mood changed, two hearts and souls are running at different pace and absorb different energies and grew different in various ways, these two souls might not the same as before, sometimes we have to sacrafy some...

Keep a young and positive heart and soul, that is what last longer, if we could always have a or a few similar or even souls at different time, and at all places that we stay, that would be what a wonderful life and world, I bet we all have at some degrees. We should rather appreciate that and treasure every such chances and souls.

we also live positively and happily since we know we need support each other and we are alone anymore...

Someone might live "good" without soul and others are struggling with soul feeling and have their whole life seeking while ignoring those nearby beauties. Overall, man probably do a little bit better than woman, since man are more animal oriented unless they are really soul deep or skin deep. this does not imply all women are soul deep too, they are many womens are animal alike too...

looking and thinking is also a good experience and this is the meaning of life and find out what it worth and what is the most important...we are human so we live with thinking, we feel lonely, we love, smile, and cry, and we treasure and appreciate...

Haha, all above are nonsenses anyway, remember that sentence I left on your profile...

Just "Xiao Zhi Qing Tian" er yi...
水晶鈴兒 回複 悄悄話 挺好的。
oceanlover 回複 悄悄話 yes, back yesterday it was a great trip!
how are you doing here...
水晶鈴兒 回複 悄悄話 回來了?回國玩得好嗎:)
oceanlover 回複 悄悄話 touching article...
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