我的入寨投名狀

The tour to my earliest memory

It seems to me we human beings experienced rapid evolution in the past 2 decades. And this is particularly true for Chinese youth. I recently visited China, and a very causal routine talk hurt me tremendously. My niece told me she began memorizing at age 3. I just did not believe her. But very soon this doubt dissolved when I was confirmed by more kids of her age. Surely enough, the memory systems of the teenagers start functioning normally well at a time around age 3. To be honest, I do not have a clear picture on my pre-school days. I blushed and became tacit for a long time.

This embarrassment turned out to be very rewarding. It motivated me, trying desperately to reach my earliest phase of childhood. One day, I walked into my room, and closed eyes to focus on meditation, hoping to capture some memories of my past. I endeavoured with great patience before giving up for the disturbing noise around me. The idea of seeking a quiet place sprang up. Without hesitation I drove to a less-travelled high land. I glanced at my watch, and it was 2:00 pm. I lay myself down on the soft and thick grass. This is a soundless world, except some birds were singing on the trees around. I closed my eyes leisurely. The relaxation and attention came to me immediately. Driven by the impetus of visiting my earliest past, and guided by the flowing yet diffusive bird music, I located and opened a door to the time-world. I saw very clearly my early school days at the entrance, and the farther I travelled, the dimmer was the sky of the past. I could hardly make my way forward as I arrived at age 5, where I was stopped by a massive barrier, a kilo times higher than the great wall I visited at age 15. I pushed and kicked with hands and feet, and finally threw all myself to the wall like a rocket at high speed. To my disappointment, I was rejected by the wall time and time, again and again. I felt I would soon lose all my strength. What is dramatic is as I was making my last effort my feet felt a titanic pressure, which eventually brought me through the hard wall. I believe it was with God’s energy that I broke through the resistance and arrived at age 4.5, where I could see nothing but a few blinking in the sky. I searched with my hands in the darkness, very lucky this time my hands came across something, a small and wet hand, to be accurate, a kid’s palm with one of the fingertips bleeding All of a sudden, I realized that was my hand, I remembered being told by mom one finger of mine got stuck in a belt wheel when I was 4-year old during playing. The scar is still lying there right now, both touchable and visually identifiable. I was thus sure I had been back at age 4.

I managed with greed to move further backward. Again, I sensed a magic force on legs which pulled me back to the wall. While I was struggling, a kind and authoritative voice flied to me: “That’s the limit you can go back to, only younger can go back a little further... Cheers!?”

It had been 7:00 pm when I returned back from the wonderful tour. The birds had just been away to their nests, and the land was in perfect silence. I went to my car with brain full of undiluted live fantasy!

Last but not least, on the way home I found 5 dollars dropped days ago. What an amazing day!

所有跟帖： 

• Nice! -走馬讀人- ♂ (0 bytes) () 05/22/2010 postreply 09:20:35

• 不好意思的謝謝running horse：） -swater- ♂ (0 bytes) () 05/22/2010 postreply 09:55:36

• an intriguing story. -灰衣人- ♂ (0 bytes) () 05/22/2010 postreply 09:35:40

• just a fiction, hope you like it -swater- ♂ (0 bytes) () 05/22/2010 postreply 09:56:54

• Excellent writing! -geopolitics- ♀ (0 bytes) () 05/22/2010 postreply 09:47:58

• 好羨慕你的朗讀。。。 -swater- ♂ (0 bytes) () 05/22/2010 postreply 09:58:31

• Excellent writing! the unity, the smooth flow, the sentence skil -laughs- ♂ (0 bytes) () 05/22/2010 postreply 11:55:11

• skills--various and easy to read. especially like the introducti -laughs- ♂ (0 bytes) () 05/22/2010 postreply 11:56:51

• 回複：skills--various and easy to read. especially like the introdu -swater- ♂ (21 bytes) () 05/22/2010 postreply 12:27:26

• 回複：Excellent writing! the unity, the smooth flow, the sentence s -swater- ♂ (21 bytes) () 05/22/2010 postreply 12:26:32

• 好文采，好主意。我得按照你的方法，去尋覓我童年的點滴記憶。 -紫君- ♀ (624 bytes) () 05/22/2010 postreply 11:37:12

• 回複：好文采，好主意。我得按照你的方法，去尋覓我童年的點滴記憶。 -swater- ♂ (158 bytes) () 05/22/2010 postreply 12:24:53

• 尋覓你童年記憶後，別忘來寫好帖出來：） -灰衣人- ♂ (152 bytes) () 05/22/2010 postreply 13:27:48

• 回複：尋覓你童年記憶後，別忘來寫好帖出來：） -swater- ♂ (66 bytes) () 05/22/2010 postreply 14:34:46

• 音樂欣賞：Childhood Memories（視頻） -紫君- ♀ (959 bytes) () 05/22/2010 postreply 11:49:58

• 回複：音樂欣賞：Childhood Memories（視頻） -swater- ♂ (36 bytes) () 05/22/2010 postreply 12:50:47

• Great story! -carpediem- ♂ (0 bytes) () 05/22/2010 postreply 13:48:49

• 回複：Great story! -swater- ♂ (45 bytes) () 05/22/2010 postreply 14:07:27

• I give you five stars too! -carpediem- ♂ (0 bytes) () 05/22/2010 postreply 14:48:22

• 回複：I give you five stars too! -swater- ♂ (32 bytes) () 05/22/2010 postreply 15:46:30

• 美界投名狀初夏流行趨勢（擬兼新規則） -一江春- ♀ (67 bytes) () 05/22/2010 postreply 23:50:56

• 回複：美界投名狀初夏流行趨勢（擬兼新規則） -swater- ♂ (125 bytes) () 05/23/2010 postreply 09:09:30

• 切，俺有照片有真像呀。新人不要壞了規矩哦：） -一江春- ♀ (0 bytes) () 05/24/2010 postreply 03:13:08

• 那太好啦！能不能為我這個新人貼一次啊，我是愛美人連江山都不要的那位啊。。。 -swater- ♂ (0 bytes) () 05/24/2010 postreply 08:04:26

• 大頭藝術照在帳號裏呀！等你的投名照。 -一江春- ♀ (0 bytes) () 05/24/2010 postreply 10:53:43

• wow.... just dropped from the heaven!? -swater- ♂ (0 bytes) () 05/24/2010 postreply 11:06:41

• 切！暗示我太沉，栽下來了哈？！使君可能無婦 -一江春- ♀ (40 bytes) () 05/24/2010 postreply 12:14:26

• 回複：切！暗示我太沉，栽下來了哈？！使君可能無婦 -swater- ♂ (23 bytes) () 05/24/2010 postreply 12:44:57

• 回複：切！暗示我太沉，栽下來了哈？！使君可能無婦 -swater- ♂ (16 bytes) () 05/24/2010 postreply 18:39:59

• 投名狀是什麽意思呢？報名嗎？ -梅石瑩玉- ♀ (0 bytes) () 05/24/2010 postreply 05:54:23

• 回複：投名狀是什麽意思呢？報名嗎？ -swater- ♂ (48 bytes) () 05/24/2010 postreply 08:13:04