謝謝樓上各位。就是因為pension才在這兒呆了這麽久。

但距離我領pension的道路還很遙遠。第一關得"vested",還要等5，6年。然後才能踏上集分，累積工作年限的道路。我老板是鐵了心要找我的碴，這次事件就是絕好的例子。大老板很難揣摸：她清楚我老板對我不公平，打擊報複，但她有她自己的考慮，不會總站在我這一邊。

Leaving the government job and pension is a very difficult decision to me. To be honest, I don't know if I'll regret my decision later。 現在中國有個很流行的說法：有錢才能任性。我沒有錢，可能應該忍氣吞聲，委曲求全，but I feel I will go insane if I continue to work for my boss. I have been asking myself many times if it's worth to suffer now for possible future benefits and i still don't know the right answer.