I've been using "天將降大任於斯人也，必先苦其心誌，勞其筋骨。。。空乏其身，行拂亂其所為，所以動心忍性，etc" to encourage myself to hold myself in one piece and move on day by day for the past 4 years, am I really going to shoulder the GOD knows "天降大任" in the future? Everybody knows that we just live for today, I never ever got a chance to look for future, since I've been working 60 to 65 hours per week for those past years, I have to make sure everything running well within my team, otherwise, she could use any excuse to blame me.
Is the GOD blessing her more? I just don't get it? Thanks.
