盧岩回憶錄
本人的回憶錄，宗教文化
傳說，雷音在他的色究竟天琉璃宮中用金剛薩陲擊碎了人的靈魂之石，設計出了睚眥（金童）和磨牙（玉女）（如圖10.9-1所示；參見15.3節《人天果》）。我還沒找到劉健君，沒看過雷音的設計。為了繼續本書的創作，我自己設計了一對兒金童和玉女的模型。
插圖10.9-1-1顯示了雷音的設計。圖中的六個凸起代表眼識、耳識、鼻識、舌識、身識、和意識。中間的主體部分代表人的靈魂之石，被雷音砸成了三塊。左邊的部分代表覺（梵語佛），代表人能夠直接感知的事物，代表無意識的汙染部分，佛教中稱作阿賴耶識，英語中稱作亞當識。雷音根據這部分的特質設計出了山羊睚眥（即金童）。此部分是業的積聚體，故定義為黑色。
Legend has it that Thor designed Tanngnjóstr (Gold Boy) and Tanngrisnir (Jade Girl; shown in Fig. 10.9-1; cf. section 15.3) by shattering the stone of the human soul with his “philosopher-stone sentient hammer” in his Diamond Palace at “Color Finalization Sky”. I have yet to find Eve Liu and see Thor's design. To continue with the book, I have designed my own model of the pair of Gold Boy and Jade Girl.
Illustration 10.9-1-1 shows the Thor's design. The six projections in the figure represent eye-sense, ear-sense, nose-sense, tongue-sense, body-sense, and intent-sense (i.e., consciousness). The main part in the center represents the stone of the human soul, smashed into three pieces by Thor. The part on the left represents Perception (Buddha in Pali), which represents what a person can perceive directly, represents the contaminated part of the unconscious, known as the Alaya in Buddhism and the Adam-sense in English. Thor designed the goat Tanngnjóstr (aka. gold boy) based on the traits of this part. This part is the accumulation of karma and is therefore defined as black.
圖1右邊代表前意識，佛教中稱作末娜識，英語中稱作夏娃識。因為前意識能夠潤色善惡美醜，賦予萬物生命和意義，所以在佛教中被稱作眾生，歐洲人稱作眾生之母。雷音根據夏娃識的特質設計出了山羊磨牙（即玉女），並且定義為綠色。
圖1中亞當識和夏娃識之間的空隙代表無意識的純淨部分。從這部分的特性，雷音設計出了神父，也就是雷音他自己。圖1中亞當識和夏娃識的 “相望” 是 “集起（參見14.1節）” 的因緣。兩隻山羊（即睚眥和磨牙）的相望是金童和玉女的姻緣。金童義為要造出金童，需要花費和他體重相同的黃金。玉女義為要造出玉女，要花費和她體重相同的玉石。
The right side of Figure 1 represents pre-consciousness, which is called Mana-sense in Buddhism and Eve-sense in English. Because the pre-consciousness can embellish good, evil, beauty and ugliness, and give life and meaning to all things, it is known as all sentients in Buddhism, and the Europeans call it the mother of all living beings. Thor designed the goat Tanngrisnir (aka. Jade Girl) based on the traits of Eve-sense and defined it as green.
Figure 1 The gap between Adam-sense and Eve-sense represents the immaculate part of the unconscious. From the characterization of this part, Thor designed the Godfather, Thor himself. The “looking at each other” of Adam-sense and Eve-sense in Figure 1 is the reason-factor of “Aggregate Arousal” (cf. v. 14.1). The look of the two goats (i.e., Tanngnjóstr and Tanngrisnir) is the cause of the marriage of the gold boy and the jade girl. The meaning of "gold boy" is that to create a gold boy, one needs to spend gold equal to his weight. The meaning of "jade girl" is that to create a jade girl, one needs to spend jade equal to her weight.
10.9-2 金童的特質 Gold Boy's Traits
本節接下來討論雷音如何給亞當識和夏娃識穿上了人皮，使他們變成了男人和女人。金童的特質是由無意識汙染部分（即亞當識）的特征轉換變性而來。無意識自是自果。神識和亞當識是一位法。在神位上，金童是神的靈魂轉世，亦作上帝之子，其本質是法塵、是身土，是覺，所以金童就是佛教所說的佛，釋迦摩尼。佛陀是梵語，覺義，感知義。
The next part of this section discusses how Thor puts human skin on Adam-sense and Eve-sense, turning them into man and woman. The traits of the Gold Boy are transformed and denatured from the traits of the contaminated part of the unconscious (i.e., Adam-sense). Unconsciousness is its own fruit. God-sense and Adam-sense are one law. In the Godly position, Gold Boy is the reincarnation of God, also known as the son of God, whose essence is Juristic dust, body soil, and perception, so Gold Boy is what Buddhism calls Buddha, Shakyamuni. Buddha is a Pali word, means perception.
1. 無意識是人的記憶和習慣等的儲存倉庫，所以被選中作為金童的人應該是圖像思維型人。如10.7節《宿命智》所說，這種思維模式的人可以記憶從出生到死亡的一切。金童的這種特質叫不漏智。不漏，是說教父從小到大一直對他做事，他都能記住，如器承水，不會遺漏、丟失。
2. 無意識在眼識、耳識、意識等中是最愚鈍的。在金童一歲時，教父為他和玉女定了娃娃親，並為他做肉眼通（解釋參見第3章）作法。這作法使金童患了嬰幼兒神經發育失調症，耽誤了他的智力發展，成了個有智障（愚鈍）的人。
1. Unconscious is a storage warehouse for human memories and habits, etc., so the chosen one as Gold Boy should be an image thinker. As stated in Section 10.7 of Fatal Intelligence, the kind of people can remember everything from birth to death. This trait of Gold Boy is called Non-leakage Intelligence in Buddhism. Non-leakage is saying that the godfather has been doing affairs to him since he was a child, he can remember all, like a vessel carrying water, it will not be missed or lost.
2. Unconsciousness is the dullest among eye-sense, ear-sense, and tongue-sense, etc... When Gold Boy was around one year old, the Godfather betrothed him to Jade Girl and performed the practice of “Felsh Eye Through” (see Chapter 3 for explanation) on him. This practice caused Gold Boy to suffer from children neurodevelopmental disorder, which delayed his intellectual development and made him a mentally retarded person, a dumb.
3. 金童有很強的內向性和神經質的特質。這種特質很像無意識，喜歡安靜，反應直接。這種性格的人容易患神經病，這有利於神父造人的事業。另外，這種性格在逆境中會變成龍骨，支撐他在困境中成長。結合前麵的所有特質，金童有很強的科學研究能力，悟性強。
4. 教父誘導金童從小練習禪定（即氣功），所以他善於禪定，知天地、懂鬼神，有天眼通（參見第12章）。天眼通是選擇候選人作為亞當的必要條件之一，否則他不能從地獄裏爬上來，參悟教父對他的囑托，完成宿命任務！
3. Gold Boy has strong introverted and neurotic traits. These traits are very similar to unconsciousness, liking quiet and reacting directly. People with these traits are prone to psychosis and are advantageous for the Godfather's career of creating real human. Additionally, these two traits turn into dragon bones in adversity, supporting him to grow in difficulties of adverse environments. Combining all the previous traits, Gold Boy has strong scientific research capability and strong senses of enlightenment.
4. The godfather induced Gold Boy to practice meditation (cf. chapter 12) since his childhood, so he is good at meditation, knows sky and earth, understands ghosts and gods, what Celestial Eye is. Celestial Eye is a necessary factor to be the chosen one, otherwise Gold Boy can’t climb up from hell (i.e., Psychosis), perceives Godfather's instructions to him, and complete the fateful mission!
10.9-3 玉女的特質 Jade Girl's Traits
玉女具有多種特質與夏娃識的特征相匹配。夏娃識即前意識，是意處。處，相當於事故現場，比如舞台上聚光燈所照射的地方，事故發生的處所。前意識是在思想意識的功能上設立的，所以夏娃識是無形的。
1. 夏娃識是意處，是無形的，這由玉女具有女神的外貌來匹配。女神的外貌是無記性的（參見10.8節）。你看見她時，她是個女人；她離開了，你回憶不出她的外貌。
Jade Girl has a variety of qualities matching the characteristics of preconsciousness. Preconsciousness is Eve-sense, is the intentional place. The place is equivalent to the scenes of accidents, such as the place where the spotlight shines on the stage. Pre-consciousness is set up on the function of mind, so Eve-sense is intangible.
1. Eve-sense is “intent place”, is formless, which is matched by Jade Girl’s goddess appearance. The appearance of Goddess is unrememberable (cf. section 10.8). When she is in front of you, you see her is a woman; when she is gone, you cannot recall her appearance.
2. 玉女是文字思維型的人；這與增語觸相匹配。前意識是意處，對語言的形成有促進作用，所以又被叫做增語觸。插圖10.9-3-2是墨西哥法典中的卡特麗，是三十多歲的玉女，古墨西哥人把她的思維模式描繪成了天線棒。圖2中的飛鳥表示玉女可以不借助於圖像形象而進行思考。中國佛教命名玉女為觀音菩薩，如圖4；觀音二字就來源於她的語音（文字）思維模式。這種人在日常生活中思維清晰、伶牙俐齒，一般被認為是聰明人。他們的語言能力強，甚至能達到出口成章，過目成誦。玉女的強大的語言和邏輯能力，是她能完成神父賦予她的宿命任務，作為《天書》總編的天賦。如插圖3是墨西哥的翠玉女神，是一位玉女，她頭頂著《墨西哥法典》表示她視此書是自己的宿命任務。
2. Jade Girl is a word thinker, which matches the “Escalatory Language Feeler”. Pre-consciousness is intent place, has a function of promoting language formation, so it is also being called “Escalatory Language Feeler”. Illustration 10.9-3-2 is Tlaltecuhtli in Mexican Codex, a Jade Girl at her age of 30s, whose think pattern were depicted by the ancient Mexicans as an antenna rod. The flying bird in Figure 3 indicates that Jade Girl can think without the aid of pictorial images. Chinese Buddhism named Jade Girl the Goddess of View-Sound Bodhisattva, as in Figure 4; the word View-Sound is derived from her word thinking mind. Such people are generally considered intelligent as they think clearly and articulate in their daily lives. They have strong verbal skills, even to the point of being able to speak an article directly without draft and recite an article after reading once. Jade Girl's strong verbal and logical skills were the gift that enabled her to fulfill fate mission given to her by Godfather as the chief editor of Sky Book. As illustrated in Illustration 3 is the Mexican goddess Chalchiuhtlicue, a Jade Girl, who holds the Mexican Codex over her head indicating that she views this book as her fateful mission.
3. 玉女有很強的覺悟和外向的特質，這兩個特質與前意識相匹配。前意識又被稱作意；意是企圖，打算的意思。覺悟特質使玉女做事有計劃，且能自律。另外，前意識活潑好動，故事裏常用猴子來比喻它。玉女的外向型特質剛好於前意識的活躍性匹配。
3. Jade Girl has strong traits of conscientiousness and extroversion, both of which match the preconsciousness. Preconsciousness is also being called Intent that means plotting, planning. The conscientiousness trait makes Jade Girl to do affairs in a planned manner and with self-discipline. In addition, preconsciousness is active, and in the story, a monkey is often used as a metaphor for preconsciousness. Jade Girl's extroverted nature is a perfect match for the active nature of preconsciousness.
4. 神父從玉女小時候就開始教受訓練她女戒（參見16.2節），玉女的覺悟特質使她更容易接受女戒。另外玉女的女神外貌，讓人看不清楚，記不住她，這對她的社交生活不利，所以玉女更願意修習女戒使自己引人注目；少女時代的夏娃就已經具有了 “五百威儀，十萬八千魅力” 。女戒，即五百威儀十萬八千魅力，亦作黃金甲，又名女人皮（參見16.2節）。玉女擅長女戒，使她具備了許多自然法知識，法眼睜開了。女戒和法眼讓女神玉女具有了強大的法力；這是神父想要的，因為他要用玉女去創傷金童，送他下地獄。
總觀金童和玉女的性格和才能特質，他們倆各是半個人，各有顯著的優缺點，且剛好互補；合則兩利，鬥則俱傷。
4. Godfather began to teach and train Jade Girl the “Woman Precept” when she was a child, and her conscientious trait made it easier to accept. In addition, Jade Girl's goddess appearance made it difficult for people to see and remember her, which was detrimental to her social life, so Jade Girl preferred to practice Woman Precepts to make herself outstanding, therefore as a teenager Jade Girl already possessed “500 Majesties and 108,000 Charms”. The Woman Precepts are the 500 Majesties and 108,000 Charms, are also known as Golden Armor, Woman's Skin, Invisibility Cloak (cf. section 16.2). Jade Girl excelled in Woman Precept, which equipped her with much knowledge of nature law, so her Juristic Eye was opened. Woman Precepts and Juristic Eye gave goddess Jade Girl great juristic powers; this is what the Godfather wanted because he was going to use Jade Girl to traumatize Gold Boy and send him to hell.
Looking at the characters and talents of Gold Boy and Jade Girl, each of them is half a human, each with significant strengths and weaknesses, and just complement each other; together they are good for each other, while fighting hurts them both.
