生命禪院不是邪惡的“家園”，而是救贖我的天堂家園

生命禪院不是邪惡的“家園”，而是救贖我的天堂家園
—生活在泰國家園的一年的感悟

Lifechanyuan is not an evil "home," but a heavenly sanctuary that saved me

—Insights from a year of living in Lifechanyuan Thailand Branch

戒鏡草

Jiejing Celestial

June 5, 2024

從2011年接觸生命禪院起，至今已經有13年了。曾經體驗過3年的中國家園的集體生活的快樂，闊別8年後，了卻了俗世的塵緣，於2023年4月21日入住泰國家園起，至今已經有一年的生活體驗了。

It has been 13 years since I encountered Lifechanyuan in 2011. I experienced three years of collective living joy in Lifechanyuan China Branch, and after eight years, when my mother passed away on March, 2023, I started to live in Lifechanyuan Thailand Branch on April 21, 2023, and now have lived for one year.

這一年裏，不論是意識上還是物質的肉體上，我都感受到自己明顯的變化。意識上，從原本對俗世裏金錢至上價值觀的不認同，生存艱難的痛苦體驗，負麵情緒暴漲以及身體的疾病叢生的狀況變化為內心無壓力，生活感受到前所未有的輕鬆以及寧靜；物質肉體也從原本的近180斤體重自然瘦身到如今的123斤，恢複到了10年前的體重以及便秘消失，失眠情況好轉，且被稱為“不死癌症”的漿細胞乳腺炎症狀也已經有兩年的平穩期了。

During this year, I have noticed significant changes both mentally and physically. Mentally, I have shifted from a rejection of the money-first values of the secular world, the painful struggle for survival, the surge of negative emotions, and numerous health issues, to a state of no inner pressure, feeling an unprecedented ease and tranquility in life. Physically, my weight naturally decreased from nearly 90 kg to the current 61 kg, returning to my weight from ten years ago. My constipation disappeared, my insomnia improved, and the symptoms of my "undying cancer," plasma cell mastitis, have been stable for two years.

如果不是遇到了雪峰導遊和生命禪院，我也無法達到目前的快樂，平和與喜悅。生命禪院被中國政府定性為非法組織或邪惡的“家園”，而我的實際體驗證明了，生命禪院是救贖我的天堂家園。為何呢？原因和理由如下：

If I didn't find Guide Xuefeng and Lifechanyuan, I would not have achieved my current state of happiness, peace, and joy. Lifechanyuan has been labeled by the Chinese government as an illegal organization or an evil "home," but my personal experience proves that Lifechanyuan is a heavenly sanctuary that saved me. Why? Here are the reasons:

1、渾沌管理替代了人為管理，金錢消失，我自己就是家園的主人。
在俗世裏工作時，每天必須幹滿8小時的腦力勞動，當麵臨每次月底的績效考核時，我總是能體驗到同事與同事之間的競爭以及內心對工作任務的壓力和對工資多少的擔憂，生存的壓力，老板的定量任務，常常逼迫我每日大腦裏總是充滿了對工作的不滿和現實的無可奈何。而在家園程序裏，因為我一無所有，沒有人給我發工資，也沒有人逼迫我需要做什麽工作，我自己就是家園的主人，我自己就是自己的老板，我的日常所需由家園提供，我的吃穿住行，生老病死由家園負責，我內心裏的壓力陡然消失，我所需要做的工作變成了簡單的田園勞動和可以發揮自己英語才能的宣傳工作。當我的內心體驗到田園勞動所帶來的汗水洗禮的喜悅和有機會接觸到來自不同國家的善良人們的開心快樂時，我就知道和明白，我選對了人生的跑道。

1. Holographic Management Replaces Human Management, Money Disappears, and I Am the Master of the Home

When I was working in the secular world, I had to work eight hours of mental labor every day. Facing the monthly performance evaluations, I constantly experienced competition between colleagues, pressure from work tasks, and worries about salary. The pressure to survive and the quantitative tasks set by the boss often filled my mind with dissatisfaction and helplessness.

When living in Lifechanyuan Thailand Branch, I own nothing. No one gives me a salary, and no one forces me to do any work. I am the master of the Home, my own boss. The community provides for my daily needs, taking care of my food, clothing, shelter, transportation, birth, old age, illness, and death. The pressure in my heart suddenly disappeared. My work turned into simple gardening and promotional work where I can use and improve my English skills.

When my heart experienced the joy brought by the sweat of gardening and the happiness of meeting kind people from different countries, I knew I had chosen the right path in my life.

2、謹記 “一草一木皆朋友，不傷昆蟲和小鳥”。
“敬畏上帝，敬畏生命，敬畏大自然，走上帝之道”是禪院的核心理念之一。在充滿了鋼筋水泥的城市裏生活和工作多年後，若不是自己真切地生活和工作在大自然裏，我就不會知道什麽是仙的寧靜，逍遙與自由。你體驗過每日都會在鳥兒鳴叫裏熟睡和醒來的感覺嗎？你諦聽過夏日裏蟬鳴的交響樂嗎？你用自己的手親自撫摸過黃色蝴蝶們的翅膀和感受過胖乎乎的可愛的綠色的毛毛蟲的身體的柔軟嗎？你是否見過粉色的蚯蚓以及紅色的益蟲？你是否親眼見證過種子破土而出的神奇以及蔬菜寶寶們的茁壯成長？在泰國家園裏，我都體驗過。原來瓜熟才會蒂落；原來花開花謝皆有時。大自然之美乃是上帝的傑作，你是否跟我一樣，有機會接觸大自然，勞作在大自然裏，欣賞大自然之美的同時，感歎造物主之神奇與偉大？

2. Always keep the value  "Every Blade of Grass and Every Tree is a Friend, Do Not Harm Insects and Birds" in my mind.

"Reverence for the Greatest Creator, reverence for life, reverence for nature, and walking on the way of the Greatest Creator" is one of the core values of Lifechanyuan. After living and working for many years in cities filled with concrete and steel, I would not have known the tranquility, freedom, and serenity of a celestial life if I hadn't truly lived and worked in nature.

Have you ever experienced waking up and falling asleep to the sounds of birds chirping? Have you listened to the symphony of cicadas in the summer? Have you touched the wings of yellow butterflies with your own hands and felt the softness of plump, cute green caterpillars? Have you seen pink earthworms and red beneficial insects? Have you witnessed the miracle of seeds breaking through the soil and the vigorous growth of vegetables?

I have experienced all of this in Lifechanyuan Thailand Branch. I realized that fruits ripen and fall naturally, and flowers bloom and wither in their own time. The beauty of nature is the masterpiece of the Greatest Creator. Like me, do you have the opportunity to connect with nature, work in it, and appreciate its beauty while marveling at the wonder and greatness of the Greatest Creator?

3、意識變得越來越有序，生活變得越來越輕鬆和簡單，疾病也愈漸消失。
在俗世裏生存時，父母在世時，每日會經常聽到父母互相貶損，且吵架，詛咒等等也是常見。父母去世後，自己內心的孤單與無助也經常會讓自己感覺對未來的迷茫和無措。而當生活在家園裏時，因為有禪院理念的學習，因為有程序的運行和保障，讓我體驗到無血緣卻比血緣更親的禪院草們之間的仙情和仙愛。因為沒有了生存的壓力，沒有了對自己未來生活的擔憂，親人們之間是“人不求我勿助之，人若求我急助之”，所以我感受到的更多的是因有著同樣的對上帝的信仰，對家園美好未來的堅信，對美好的天國的向往的正能量，這也讓我的身體變得愈加健康，情緒也愈加穩定了。

3. Consciousness Becomes More Orderly, Life Becomes Easier and Simpler, and Illnesses Gradually Disappear

When living in the secular world, while my parents were alive, I often heard them belittling each other, arguing, and cursing. After my parents passed away, the loneliness and helplessness I felt often left me confused and lost about the future. However, living in Lifechanyuan Thailand Branch, thanks to studying Lifechanyuan values and the support of its life program, I have experienced the heavenly affection and love among the Chanyuan Celestials, which is even closer than blood ties.

Without the pressure of survival and the worries about my future, the relationships among us are based on the principle: "If people don't ask for my help, I won't bother them; if people ask for my help, I will assist them urgently." I feel strong positive energies from our shared faith in the Greatest Creator, our firm belief in the beautiful future of the Second Home community, and our longing for the heavenly kingdom. This has made my body healthier and my emotions more stable.

4、因為男禪院草們的精神和心靈之富足，讓我真切體驗到家園裏情愛性愛自由的高雅和文明。
由於年輕時的性冷淡，讓我錯失了在中國家園的性福生活。因為自己塵緣深重，意識的不完善，我經曆了3年的痛苦的婚姻生活，還錯誤且無知地以為家園的男禪院草們與俗世裏的男性們都是一樣的。沒有體驗過巫山，就不會知道土丘的不足；沒有體驗過家園裏高雅文明的情愛性愛，就無法知曉天國之美好；沒有與家園裏的男禪院草們相處過，就不會知曉他們的無私與其內在所擁有的豐富的內涵。若沒有對上帝的感恩，沒有對禪院理念的同頻，沒有對大自然的崇敬，沒有對一切生命的尊重與愛護，沒有對天國生活的向往，又如何能真正理解和感受到家園男禪院草們內在山河的壯麗和秀美呢？

4. The Richness of the Spiritual and Emotional Wealth of Male Chanyuan Celestials Allows Me to Truly Experience the Elegance and Civility of Free Love and Sex in Lifechanyuan Thailand Branch

Due to my frigidity in my youth, I missed out the fulfilling sexual life in Lifechanyuan China Branch. Burdened by worldly ties and  imperfect consciousness, I endured a painful three-year marriage and mistakenly believed that the male Chanyuan Celestials were the same as men in the secular world.

Without experiencing the grand peaks, one cannot understand the inadequacy of mere mounds. Without experiencing the elegant and civilized love and sex in Lifechanyuan Thailand Branch, one cannot comprehend the beauty of the heavenly kingdom. Without interacting with the male Chanyuan Celestials, one cannot appreciate their selflessness and the richness of their inner worlds.

Without gratitude to the Greatest Creator, without being in tune with Lifechanyuan values, without reverence for nature, without respect and love for all life, and without a longing for heavenly life, how can one truly understand and feel the magnificence and beauty of the inner landscapes of the male Chanyuan Celestials in Lifechanyuan Thailand Branch?

5、原來管理我的不是雪峰導遊，而是道。
以前不懂道，所以自己經常會隨心所欲，導致的後果就是，情緒失控，身體疾病叢生。生活在泰國家園後，因為有程序在運行，每周五也有生活會可以表達自己的不開心，所以，懂得了集體生活之溫馨和諧的重要性以及情緒穩定的必要性。原本以為自己有所付出了，那麽就有資格“想幹嘛，就幹嘛”，結果道的管理卻是極其精微以及嚴苛的。比如，當我的意識裏有對其他親人們的不滿或者心靈雜草開始叢生時，道就會給我的身體發出相應的警示，也許是突然自己的腳被玻璃片紮到，也許是胸部的一點小疼痛，也許是月經不調，等等。一旦自己不知錯，不懺悔，身體的警示就會很明顯，而一旦我知錯，懺悔，轉識後，身體的疼痛就會消失，月經不調就會恢複正常。還有就是會明顯地感受到和更深地理解為何“在自由的大地上，野草會瘋長”以及“自己的付出與獲得永遠是對等”的道理。

5. It Is Not  Guide Xuefeng Who Manages Me, but the Tao.

In the past, not understanding the Tao often led me to act impulsively, resulting in emotional outbursts and numerous health issues. After living in Lifechanyuan Thailand Branch, with the life program running and weekly life meetings to express any unhappiness, I have come to understand the importance of a warm and harmonious collective life and the necessity of emotional stability.

I used to think that if I contributed some, I would have the right to do whatever I wanted. However, the management of the Tao is extremely subtle and strict. For example, when my mind harbored dissatisfaction with other members or when some bad weeds began to grow in my soul garden, the Tao would send warnings to my body—perhaps a sudden cut on my foot from a glass shard, a slight pain in my chest, or irregular menstruation. If I did not recognize my mistakes and repent, these warnings would become more evident. Once I acknowledged my errors, repented, and changed my mindset, the physical pains would disappear, and my menstrual cycle would return to normal.

I also gained a clearer understanding of the values "On the free land, wild grass will grow wildly in the soul garden" and "One's contributions and gains are always equal."

實踐是檢驗真理的唯一標準，以上5點是我給出的理由，而事實反饋的真相就是我的證明。以下圖片是一年前的我和現在的我的變化。沒有對比就不會懂得禪院理念的神奇和家園程序的美好。

Practice is the Only Criterion for Testing Truth. The above five points are my reasons, and the truth reflected by the facts is my proof. Below are images showing the changes in me over the past year. Without comparison, one would not understand the wonder of Lifechanyuan values and the beauty of the life in the Second Home community.

拍攝時間：2023年4月份
Photos Taken: April 2023

 

在泰國家園裏的田園勞動：
Gardening Work in Lifechanyuan Thailand Branch:

拍攝時間：2024年4月18日
Photos Taken: April 18, 2024

 

拍攝時間：2024年6月1日
Photos Taken: June 1, 2024

 

 

“走上帝之道者都有一個美好未來“， 你信嗎？反正從我自身的感受和變化來看，我是不得不信的。生命禪院是邪惡的“家園”嗎？對我而言，如果沒有生命禪院，我覺得自己會變得邪惡的。
"All Those Who Follow the Way of the Greatest Creator Will Have a Wonderful Future" , Do you believe it? Based on my own feelings and changes, I have to believe it. Is Lifechanyuan an evil "home"? For me, without Lifechanyuan, I think I would become evil.

感恩上帝，感謝生命禪院，感謝神佛仙聖們的教誨，感謝雪峰導遊的不倦引導，感恩遇見天使般的禪院草們，願我能永記謙卑的重要性，能持續不斷地向天國高層生命空間的生命發展！
I am grateful to the Greatest Creator, thankful to Lifechanyuan, the teachings of gods, buddhas, celestials, and sages, thankful for the tireless guidance of Guide Xuefeng, and appreciative of the angelic Chanyuan Celestials I have met. I hope I can always remember the importance of humility and continue to cultivate myself to evolve towards the higher life spaces of the heavenly kingdom!