晝短夜長，秉燭夜遊

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其實挺羨慕曾經熱火朝天更新博客的自己，這幾年生命曆經劫難，心境滄桑，也少了很多分享的欲望。或者說，溺水中的人，又何談渡人？

當年一起出國的老友突然在微信留言，親愛的，我最近受洗了。欣慰之餘，想起上次相聚已近十餘年了。記得還曾為她生病的婆婆禱告，想來上帝那時就已經把種子撒下了吧？

更難得的是，老媽也跟我說，近日來每天晨起“禱告”，頗為靈驗...雖然吧，她禱告的是打牌時財運亨通哎

好久沒有聯係的師妹結婚了，生命人來人往，我已經忘記了相處的點滴，但她依然感懷我帶小組時給慕道友們煮的美食，和帶她們去買菜的那些個周末。

忽然很感慨，自己曾經有過那樣純粹得近乎愚鈍的信心。星星之火，神竟然也借著它觸摸了很多人。可惜，因為好似總也走不出的黑夜，那火漸漸變成一縷寒煙，在冷風中飄零。

感恩，還有yy牧師和那些為我禱告的弟兄姐妹。我跟yy姐說自己現在像一個插管的植物人，奄奄一息，謝謝你成為那管中續命的靈糧，讓我可以坦然麵對自己最脆弱的模樣。

2025， 希望自己找回初心，繼續探尋生命的意義。

如果依然晝短夜長，我要秉燭夜遊，

在黑暗中也要閃閃發光。

Isaiah 43: 18-19

This is what God says,
    the God who builds a road right through the ocean,
    who carves a path through pounding waves,
The God who summons horses and chariots and armies

—
    they lie down and then can’t get up;
    they’re snuffed out like so many candles:
“Forget about what’s happened;
    don’t keep going over old history.
Be alert, be present. I’m about to do something brand-new.
    It’s bursting out! Don’t you see it?
There it is! I’m making a road through the desert,
    rivers in the badlands.
Wild animals will say ‘Thank you!’
    —the coyotes and the buzzards—
Because I provided water in the desert,
    rivers through the sunbaked earth,
Drinking water for the people I chose,
    the people I made especially for myself,
    a people custom-made to praise me.

加油！