九一一

沒忘記今天是個很特殊的日子，也沒想到要說點什麽。

臨下班，突然同一辦公室的兩個同事談到七年前的這個日子，說他們還清楚地記得當時自己在那裏，當時的感受及一切。然後，開始你一言我一語地回議起當天。

我一直聽著，沒出一聲，我以為還清楚地記得那天發生的一切、一切。回來，打開當天的日記，才發現我記得的不過是那個上午發生的悲劇，其實已經忘了那天下午所有的小女子情懷了。

那真應該說是件好事。

Sept. 11, 2001

This morning, at the lab of Concordia, after I replying all emails that I actually had looked last night, I went to Sina BBS, and was confused then surprised by what I saw that moment. Sina Traveling BBS had become a News BBS, full with the updates and discussion about that attack in the US.

I was shocked indeed. While I was reading, my legs and hands was turning colder and colder, my heart was getting tighter and tighter, and my mind was flying further and further from my body – Really unbelievable; really terrible; and really unacceptable – How come it happened? How come it just looked like images in a movie? How come a huge building disappeared that fast and completely? How come human being’s life is so friable and uncontrollable? … BUT, all those are very real, my God.

I was shocked so that I did like to talk with someone about it. Rushed back home and turned on TV, in the meantime, waited time pass to the point that he might be in the office.  When I called, I reached him right away. I don’t know why, but it did let me have a sense of safety when I heard his cheerful voice at the first second. In fact, I even have not realized that until this moment I am writing.
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[longhairr]

回複南山鬆的評論:
但是時間的力量是真的很大...有一天,即使書麵上還是特殊的一天,人們直觀感受就很可能特殊不再了.

[longhairr]

回複mycereal的評論:
其實也不是日記,更象隨筆吧,不是日日,是不定時的...在中學是必須要交日記作業的,所以是被迫. 不過,反倒養成大學裏記日記的習慣,一年一大本,沒斷過..後來就變"隨便記"了...嘿嘿...

[南山鬆]

實在是一個特殊的日子.

[mycereal]

寫日記是一個很好的習慣。喜歡。

[longhairr]

回複寶貝學中文的評論:
對不起,對不起,原來不是MM,是DX....稀客,稀客 (抱拳打揖狀)

[longhairr]

回複寶貝學中文的評論:
MM這是馬甲嗎? 如果不是,那還是第一次見麵呢. 歡迎,歡迎. "初次見麵,請多關照" (恭恭敬敬微鞠躬狀) :)))

片片裏是學中文的那個寶貝嗎?我家寶貝也在學中文,這個月開始,在家裏學的,有點進步,能認和寫二,三十個字吧.

時間是很快呀,那時候我還剛剛來到這裏開始新生活,開始認識新朋友...轉眼這裏就成我第三故鄉了.

[寶貝學中文]

確實是個讓人非常震驚的日子，但是它已經過去七年了，也很快。