Let me tell you a joke to cheer you up.
Once a young man, lying on the grass, seeing the clouds passing by in the sky, asked God a question.
"Dear God, What does 1 million years mean to you?"
"Just a second", God answered.
"Then how about 1 million $", young man asked again.
"Just a cent, my son", God said.
"Could you just give me a cent?"
"No problem, just a second."