Last November, I wrote a song about my principal. She is a very kind person, but working with her has been emotionally draining. She hears you, but doesn’t really listen to the message—it feels like something is missing or disconnected. She also often forgets what was discussed in previous meetings and has a knack for delegating her responsibilities to others.
Many of my colleagues felt the same way and even went to HR to complain about her. Over the past four years, however, it didn’t seem like anything had been done. Then, out of nowhere, during this Monday’s meeting, my boss announced that next school year she would be moving on to a new chapter in her professional journey.
Hearing about this change was shocking, yet not entirely surprising. I wasn’t expecting it, but at the same time, I wasn’t surprised by the outcome. This time, I didn’t fill out the survey about her, so I feel less burdened by her departure. She really did try to improve her skills; unfortunately, I guess her style just didn’t align with the school’s philosophy and mission.
The original style of the song I wrote was lighthearted and a bit sarcastic. But now, I feel sorry that my boss wasn’t invited back for the next school year. I’ve adjusted the song—it’s no longer a funny way to vent; it’s now a farewell with my honest feelings about her. I hope she finds a better fit for her career.
I Really Wanted to Love You
Written by Aubrey Morrow
Arranged & Performed by Suno
Always greet me with a warm smile
Being nice defines your profile
You’re curious about my teaching flair
Tech solutions—you say you care
You’re sweet, I know you’ve tried your best
With cheerful shoutouts, you stand out from the rest
But leadership takes more than charm
True guidance calls for a steady arm
Oh~
Thank you for your kindness, your care
But I wish we could make it somewhere
I really wanted to love you
Oh, to tell you the truth
Yet your plans clash with reality
It feels more like duality
I really wanted to love you
Oh, to tell you the truth
But your careless views
Miss the heart of what I do
I really wanted to love you
Oh, to tell you the truth
But you often pick a side
Prejudgment leaves no room to confide
I really wanted to love you
Oh, to tell you the truth
When the toughest kids need a guiding hand
I’m left alone, struggling in shifting sand
Always greet me with a warm smile
But warmth alone can’t carry the miles