That is ok. Things will come your way as long as you keep trying & improving yourself.
I know your wife my whole life. Even we have not yet seen each other for almost 25 years, she is still my best friend. I keep in touch with her for all those decades just because she is a super wonderful person. I treature our friendship. She doesn't mean any harms.
I know things have been rough for you. Just take it as a training ;)
I hope we will meet again soon! We are still remodeling the house to welcome & host you once you get here :)
I am so bad, I haven't chatted with your dad or big bro for ages. I will give them a call this weekend. Promised! Hehe!
Please pass my XOXO to your family! "Add oil" for you!! & make sure sleep during night time not day time. Hehe! Sorry for being a mom!