泡一杯熱熱的柚子茶,放一首最愛的慢歌,窗外風生雨急,我在溫暖的房間裏,看著新買的小烏龜在水裏遊來遊去.
現在這種狀態剛剛好,也許因為經濟越來越差,大家變得空前團結,不再有心思放冷箭,終於可以客客氣氣說話了,走兔死,狐狗烹,誰又比誰能逃得過?
然而這是暫時的,總有一天,還是要告別這些人,隻在早晚而已.
沒有勇氣從新開始.
掙紮了許多年,真的累了,像風中飄落的一片枯葉,飄來飄去,要找一抔泥土埋了自己,一份能做長久的工作,一個長久而穩定的雇傭關係,就如同一個長久而穩定的婚姻一樣,讓我避開人世的多少風雨.
人就像烏龜一樣,背個殼在水裏遊,我的career就是我的烏龜殼,一旦翻了就遊不動了,所幸有時還能上岸曬曬太陽,家庭是最後也是最安全的港灣.
有人這樣問過我:一個女人,要那麽多做什麽? 既要事業,又要愛情,恁地貪心?不是的,事業,愛情,健康,家庭,60分就夠好了,哦,對不起,忘記了,還要苗條可愛美麗.
女人是很麻煩...
(隨筆亂寫,於2009年4月20日,風雨交加,激發了我暗藏的憂鬱因子,一發不可收)
I don't care if Monday is blue
Tuesday is grey and wednesday too
Thursday I don't care about you
Only Friday I'm in love
Monday you can fall apart
Tuesday Wednesday break my heart
Thursday doesn't even start
Only Fiday I'm in love
I don't care if Monday is black
Tuesday Wednesday heart attack
Thursday never looking back
Only friday I'm in love
Monday you can hold your head
Tuesday Wednesday stay in bed or
Thursday watch the walls instead
Only Friday I'm in love
dressed up to the eyes
it's a wonderful surprise
to see your shoes and your spirits rise
always take a big bite
it's such a gorgeous sight
to see you
in the middle of the night