I sincerely thank you all for your advice. I do feel frustrated at work. I'm very sensive to people's feedback. I want to show my value and improve my performance even though I did not plan to do it long, but with the work I got, there is no way I can do. I feel I'm a working mule,isolated, every minute was controled. My boss made my does not need any communication with anyone. All command are from his, all results collected by him and re-distribute by him. It would be so difficult to be happy in such an enviroment.
I'm generally happy at home, since I have a very supportive hu*****and. I always let me decide what I want to do and try to make me feel less with the finacial burden. His work have very high pressure but not from boss, just from work itself, but he never show it home. I feel I should do my part to release some burden from my hu*****and, but I also feel it would not be good if I am not happy everyday. That's why I want to hear different opinions. I really appreciate your input.
I'm generally happy at home, since I have a very supportive hu*****and. I always let me decide what I want to do and try to make me feel less with the finacial burden. His work have very high pressure but not from boss, just from work itself, but he never show it home. I feel I should do my part to release some burden from my hu*****and, but I also feel it would not be good if I am not happy everyday. That's why I want to hear different opinions. I really appreciate your input.