"fill" should be "file"

I feel better after I post this. Sometimes we need to be strong especially when the conditions aren't too rosy.

I know two of my friends are in unemployment deep water for over 2 months because of age. After some age, it is so difficult to find a job. Sometimes I am worrying about myself. I will become really old someday. Do I have enough money and ability to get a happy retirement?

I constantly do things not quite pretty recently. Is that because I am a fool or I aren't in a right track of career? Or just the pain on the way to success. I would rather to choose the 2nd explanations since I don't have any choice. I will just wipe my tears and make my way through all the muds and wild grasses.

No other choices. Let us pass it.