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thats why people thinkin am cool

just that easy...do wut u like, be wut u want

just that simple

i can do it now cause i have no pressure for living...ha~

i am not sure if i could behave in this way in the future.....but, i think i can sort it out or compromise...i will never abnegate my right of being free

totally free....ha~

actually, am feeling like being constrained....lots of things draging me...keepin me away from doin things I really want to do...well, kinda laziness i have to admit ha

but...i have finally sort my problems out....spacing out is really effective for me,ha~ i need dat kinda self-treatment...am a freak i know

doesnt matter....cool....my hornor to act like a cat...gotta working a bit harder to make myself more like a cat...one rule is: if u want to enjoy life more, then, working fuckin hard! I will take it, thx Nagasawa...ha, who cares?!

btw...gotta the books today!!!nice!!!!!!start readin tonite...i d better start with lolita

hmmm....he doesnt know I like reading?! I know am not reading a lot but I like reading....he doesnt know it!!!!feel really surprised....but , anyway, we have never talked about this.....amazin...we have been kownin each other since we were 17...so, 3 years le....quite a long time ...am not sure if we are that close now...but I appreciate him for being my firend...when i feel not like talkin to others, he is always the person i can trun to...he treats me really nicely...but , i think i treat him well too....sometimes am just a bit selfish...not that considered for others...it is my fault...yes....dono y, have kinda feeling that am gradually walking away from him, or he is walking away from me? not sure. let it be ba....am not so serious about this...hope he can enjoy his life...thats it...and ....i know, even long time no see....i can still talk with him like we have never been parted. he is my 藍顏，but not 知己。cant talk about serious stuff with him...!!only funny things accepted! ha~ : )

nice...

nite nite my little girl!