a letter to a friend

Any exciting news going on in life? Is vacation coming on the way for you? Vacation means fresh mind, effiency and productive, makes you appreciate the life more and think creatively from different aspects..... xxxx, take a trip, job and kids are just the part of life, your stress  needs to be released in order to serve them better as a mom.

 

I just started  working a week ago, it's heartbroken to leave Hannah at home on the first day... She is cute and mellow, loves to coo and smile which easily melt my heart and boost my maternal mood. I really feel the enjoyment and serenity of life with them around,  like chongchong's childish voice and inquisitive expression, like to baby talk to hannah and smooch her rosy cheeks until she giggles..... ..... Chongchong is getting more  reasonable now, I believe he successfully passed that terrible 2 age. I wish I could have a memory card in my head that  can capture and store all the silly and funny things he did, believe it or not, he is turning 3 in 3 days. Sometimes, i feel he is giving me a second time childhood simply through reading and playing with them. I never had so much materials(book, cd/vcd) and activities going on in my life when i was little, so, it's a good education for me too. Learning and growing with them.

 

With that said, it's still a challege for us to nurture them and have  qaulity time of our own.. Lili and I are taking turns to stay at home, if doesn't work out, i may need to cut down hrs, saying 2 days a week. And this time, i'm willing to do so. I feel i can  be a happy stay- at -home mom this time who I wasn't ready one or two years ago. But financially, my pay check is still important... this is real life....