不想長大的人生

每一年的這一天，當我們醒來的時候，看到聖誕禮物的時候，我們是否還記得過去的心願是什麽？

 

我們是否還記得第一次的聖誕禮物，帶給我們的快樂的感覺。是否曾經相信過聖誕老人，在深夜裏悄悄地從煙囪裏進來，將我們心中的期望放在了床頭。

 

終於有一天，我們知道所有的聖誕禮物，都是來自於我們自己，而把美好的希望寄托在上帝的世界。是否感覺到了一點點的失落？

 

我們是否會有一種感覺，一個不長大的人生，該是多麽的美好的事情。

 

記得在出國之前，每年的節日裏，周末的時候，常常都去姑媽家，小萍姐家。回父母家的時候，老爸老媽和弟弟樂顛顛地忙前忙後。自己很少主勺，承擔起一份的責任，是一個沒有長大的成人，在很長的時間裏。我覺得上帝待我太好了，不需要長大，這是我喜歡的一種方式。

 

在我們承擔起一種責任的時候，我們是否覺得上帝開始遠離了我們？也許我們眼前呈現出來的，遠非總是心中期望的樣子。也許太鹹了，也許太甜了，也許轉眼間鍋底燒透了，也許在打開鍋蓋的時候，讓我們失望透頂。

 

生日快樂，姑媽。

 

上帝以他的方式存在於我們的生命中，從不曾遠離我們，隻是讓我們長大的過程真的很難，卻是我們無法繞道行駛的。他讓我們學會承擔，寬容，愛己，愛人。

 

他讓我們跌倒無數次，都是一定會發生的故事。他愛我們，看著我們跌倒，站起，再跌倒，再爬起來。他希望我們絕不放棄。。。

 

聖誕快樂。

 

[Life without growing up] Every year on this day, when we wake up and see Christmas gifts, do we still remember what our past wishes were?

 

Do we remember the joyful feeling that our first Christmas gift brought us？ Have you ever believed in Santa Claus, who came in quietly from the chimney in the middle of the night and put the expectations in our hearts on the bedside？

 

Finally one day, we know that all Christmas gifts come from ourselves, and we pin our good hopes on God's world. Do you feel a little lost?

 

Do we have a feeling that a life that does not grow up is such a wonderful thing？

 

I remember that before going abroad, I used to go to my aunt's house and sister Xiaoping's house during festivals and weekends every year. When I went back to my parents' house, my parents and my younger brothers were happily busy. I seldom take the lead and take on a share of responsibility. I am an adult who has not grown up for a long time. I think God is too good for me to grow up, which is one way I like it.

 

When we take on a responsibility, do we feel that God is starting to get away from us? Maybe what we see before our eyes is far from always what we expect in our hearts. Maybe it was too salty, maybe it was too sweet, maybe the bottom of the pot was burned in a blink of an eye, maybe when we opened the lid, we were disappointed.

 

Happy birthday, aunt.

 

God exists in our lives in his way, never far away from us, the process of making us grow up is really difficult, but we can't detour. He taught us to bear, tolerate, love ourselves and others.

 

He made us fall countless times, and it is a thing that must happen. He loves us, sees us fall, get up, fall again, get up again. He wants us to never give up. . .

 

Merry Christmas.

 

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