溫心小屋
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The scenes in the wood was not same as I predicated. There were barely red leaves, If I haven’t taken a look at the ground, I would feel time going back, the greenness makes me think it early summer.
The bushes were getting shorter and thinner, a blue jay was exposed to my sight. After a short landing on a bush, she/he skimmed across the bushes, to the deep of the wood; sweet goldenrod were in full bloom, they were the most eye-catching wild flowers in this season and spread everywhere. Since they are tall, you can easily see their pyramid-shaped golden yellow corollas in reed pone, meadows or pasture. .
At one side of the pastures, there was a mowed road. I noticed its existence weeks ago, but never pumped into it. Today driven by curiosity, a temptation of walking on a new road, finding something new along the way, I stepped on it. I stopped occasionally, appreciating the beautify of the pasture in the late summer.
Since I like walking in the wood, a main road beside the pasture leading to the wood is the only way which must be passed. From my previous experiences, since late spring whenever I walked by, my eyes would caught by those gorgeous wild flowers. I couldn’t resist their attractiveness by taking hundreds of shots for them since then. I am not a greedy person in life, but somehow, I know I am greedy when I see these wild flowers.
The beautify of this pasture was not a question for me since end of March, 2020, the time I started slowing down my pace a bit , giving some random glances of the surroundings. But now, standing on this cut-through road, with a closer look at the middle section of the pasture, I felt I was getting to know it better.
The road didn’t stop at the end corner of this pasture, instead, it extended to another pasture which is separated from this pasture by a row of giant trees. If I analogized the two pastures as two beads, this road should be a string, it stringed the two beads together.
The temperature was about 80F, with mild sunshine and gentle breeze, it’s a nice feeling late summer day. Standing on the road, appreciating thousands of clusters of millet-looking golden yellow flowers swinging gently in the breeze, I recalled a word” immerse”. I was genuinely immersing in the nature of yellow, forgetting who I am at some moments.
When I got myself back. I realized this road is not only an inter-road, or a short cut between the two pastures, beyond that, it offers a better place for people to appreciate the pastures. If analogizing the pasture as a performance stage, any spots on the road can be seen as seats for audiences. Standing at different spots, different landscape will hit people's eyes, the notions of the plants with breeze, the light sunshine, the butterflyers’ flying about or resting , every moment is an unique fleeting moment. The pasture was really a place for impressionist.
Vincent Van Gogh jumped into my mind. Yellow is a favorite color of this great impressionist. Yellow color lives in most of his paintings ---sunflowers, wheat ears, landscapes at harvest time, and in the light of the sun. if he was here, doubtlessly he would be touched by the massive golden yellow from these millet-looking wild flowers in late summer. he would use thousands of brush strokes to have this impressive scene painted on his canvas.
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兒子愛玩遊戲，我就現在國內限製18歲以下人群玩遊戲時間的新規，問他怎麽看，如果不讓他玩他會怎麽辦？
“如果大家都不玩，這項規定是對大家的，那他也遵守，沒意見。如果限製隻對他，他就不行。不過不讓小孩玩遊戲，他們照樣可以上網看視頻，那還是上網。”
”我想是因為打網遊會花錢的原因“
”那看視頻一樣花錢，有的人看了女人視頻就給錢，還給好多錢“
不聊不知道，原來他知道的還挺多，連網絡直播打賞都知道。
“現在還流行虛擬直播，就是不是真人坐在電腦前，虛擬個動漫人物做直播，人照樣給錢。”
”這可能也算是一種追星現象吧。現在國內還限製追星，把極度追星的叫腦殘粉“
兒子聽了這個名詞覺得太好玩了，於是嘿嘿傻笑
”還有你想不到的，腦殘粉裏多女性，都是追臉蛋長得漂亮的男藝人，你說傻不傻？“
”嗯，好多韓國的。“
他七八歲時，我寫了二三十萬關於他的日記，那些日記在當時我寫完就會讀給他聽，那算是我們兩人的一種娛樂。現在我再讀時，當作回頭看他的成長經曆，其中包括心理發育，智力發育，社交認知。這些年偶爾才會寫一兩篇關於他的日記，盡管時空上有跳躍，但看看，除了隨著年齡的增長，他變成熟了，本質的方麵他一直都沒怎麽變。還是會笑到揭死底裏的地步，還是愛玩典型男孩愛玩的東西，生來好奇的他，現在繼續著他的好奇，壞了的電子設備會被他拆起來，把內部看個究竟。我和他說起小時候他曾經弄壞了三台傳真機的事，他聽著還是笑，隻是說他不記得了。現在他的電腦台，簡直就是現代化的辦公台，兩年前他自己組裝了電腦，後麵一兩年來，間或購進些七七八八的電子零碎，讓那個區域更加的現代化。
昨天晚上帶他去吃飯，七點半了，還要等位。等的間隙， 我們在商業街上走走。我說那邊有一家服裝店，我們進去看看，給你買兩件衣服。他說：“我都有衣服了，還買衣服幹什麽？”他有兩雙鞋，我說再買一雙時，他也是說同樣的話。“那你以後有錢了會買什麽？”
“買房子，車子，電子產品”
“哪種電子產品？家庭影院你會想買嗎？”
“會吧。我想讓台燈，空調都是聲控的。。。”
“你是想要智能家居啊”
“是”
“那如果讓你選擇在美國旅遊，你最想去的地方是哪裏？”
”加州和紐約“
”為什麽呢？“
”因為高科技。“
飯我們是坐在外麵吃的，這樣會感覺輕鬆許多。每次吃飯時的交流都會很有趣，這也是我每過一陣子都會想帶他出去吃飯的原因，既是接觸社會的方式，也是通往更深交流的渠道。
他從小就好動，我理解他，好動的問題不是他不想控製自己，真是身不由他。我常對他說：”兒子，知道嗎？你是個天才“， 這話是我從當時私下流傳的一篇文章中學來的，文章的題目《我的兒子是個天才》，講的是北京的一對高知夫妻，因為對多動症的兒子持不同的態度，夫妻最後離婚，兒子隨母親。兒子沒有走高知家庭走的路，而是進了技工學校，後來成為一名成功的高檔汽車的維修師的故事。
前兩天，在朋友圈裏看到國內的一個小同學發的一張照片，照片是她上小學二年級的兒子一臉愁苦的樣子，配文是兒子開學第一天就被老師批評了，然後害怕鑽到了桌子底下。聽著想到了我兒子，覺得小孩真是挺可憐的。不過，小同學朋友說老師挺好的，打電話給她，說和她一起幫助她有些多動的兒子。
