辨認 餘秀華 英文翻譯

Discern

 

Xiuhua Yu

 

Love is a lone incineration in the distance

Is a me rebuilt from ashes

Is a scream when pain results in a havoc

Is eternal silence after the scream

I whirl and whirl to approach you

Like the flowers on a torrent

Like the swirls under the flowers

 

I hear time plunge at time’s speed

Pound and roar

Oh, I insist to wait for you to discern me in my way

Also in my way to discern you

 

Exhaust half a life, exhaust half a life        

I conceal myself in the crowd, silent and mute

And love, when your hairs are entirely white

After you correctly call out my name

Love is the silence deeper

Than the sky

 

辨認

 

餘秀華

 

愛是一場遠方獨自的焚燒

是用灰燼重塑的自我

是疼到毀滅之時的一聲喊叫

是喊叫之後永恒的沉寂

我以旋轉的方式向你靠近

如激流上的花朵

如花朵下的漩渦

 

我聽見時間以時間的速度下墜

撞擊轟鳴

噢，我堅持以我的方式等你辨認

也這樣辨認你

 

半輩子耗盡，半輩子耗盡了啊

我混匿於人群，啞口無言

而愛，是你滿頭白發時

準確地叫出了我的名字後

比天空更深的

沉默