憶靜美-香消玉殞（敘事詩）

                         那是一個蠻荒的年代

                         那是一個遙遠而悲傷的故事

                         靜美是我曾經的蜜友

                         八十年代中我們都是花季少女

                         她出落得一天比一天美麗

                         高挑的身材

                         一雙迷朦褐色的眼睛

                         修長的雙腿

                         過膝的長裙

                         一路走來 瀟灑 飄逸

                         她是多少同齡少年

                         心中的玫瑰

                          

                         她家是從江南遷到北京的

                         隻能在假期回江南看望

                         祖母 同學和朋友

 

                         那是一個陽光明媚

                         花紅柳綠 小鳥唱歌的早晨

                         一陣輕輕而急促地叩門聲

                         帶著焦急與期待

                         我開門 是靜美亭亭玉立在門外

                         她的臉上閃著美的光彩

                         卻垂著眼睛 沉默不語

                         好似要隱藏自己

                         我陷入猜疑中

                         她是快樂還是憂愁

                         我疑問的眼光

                         使她打破沉默

                      

                         我戀愛了 他現住在江南

                         他有妻室 但他許諾離婚娶我

                         上天呀 你才幾歲

                         他是誰

                         在那個年代

                         有妻室 分手談何容易

                         為你一個花季少女

                         像是天方夜譚

                         我預感不妙

                         總不會天塌下來

                         最壞的結局可能是

                         他棄靜美於不顧而分手

                         靜美又說他長我二十二歲

                         我大吃一驚

                         心裏卻想起父親如山

                         但 他不是父親

                         靜美愛他如生命

                         我們陷入了尷尬的沉默

                         從那時起

                         我再也沒見到靜美的倩影

                         

                         一年一度的高考總算過去了

                         正當我懶洋洋的賴在床上

                          一陣重重的敲門聲

                         驚得我從床上跳起來

                         門開後 衝進來的是靜美妹妹 靜怡

                         滿麵淚水 淒愴 悲哀

                         姐姐昨夜從五層樓上墜下

                         頓時感到

                         風在淒苦的哀嚎

                         枯樹在深深的歎息

                         香消玉殞

                         她在紅塵裏隻走了十八載

                         一朵綻放的花兒被摧殘

                         震驚之餘是悲哀 惋惜和疑慮

                         為什麽

 

                         直到法醫宣布

                         靜美是自殺並有三個月的身孕

                         沒有遺書

                         隻留下一條白色的長裙帶著血跡

                         我猜 當靜美知道自己懷孕

                         是多麽驚慌恐懼

                         她將承受的是大逆不道

                         抹不去的道德汙點

                         還有人們津津樂道的八卦新聞

                         孤獨無助的靜美

                         無勇氣向父母傾訴

                         小姐妹更是無計可施

                         那個男人早已躲得遠遠地

                         她無法自己麵對

                         隻有以死來控訴那禽獸不如的男人

                         而他的父親不但拒絕接受她的遺體

                         還詛咒她下地獄

                         說她讓家族蒙羞

                         人生本是戲

                         靜美短暫的人生

                         奏出一部悲愴曲