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工廠女工的故事 - 紅顏薄命

(2011-06-18 16:07:00) 下一個

我在上大學之前當過工人,當時是工人階級領導一切。當時每個月廠領導都作報告,這個月的產值比上個月增加了多少。後來,鄧小平說國民經濟到了崩潰的邊緣,我不相信這是真的。如果說當時的政府手中沒有多少外匯,我可以相信。當時的一畝地才三百塊錢,工廠買地蓋廠房就付了這麽多,當然要一畝地安排一個人當工人作為征地條件。現在中國政府手中的錢都是賣地賣出來的,如果一畝地賣十幾億和幾十億,再和當初的三百塊錢比,當然政府手中有錢了。我認為鄧小平當時為了達到他自己的目的,撒了一個彌天大謊。

實際上,大部分工人都是比較粗俗的,在幹活時都會講一些俗笑話。但比起今天的中國黃段子滿天飛,似乎要好多了。

有一天,廠裏來了一個新工人。我乍一見之下,驚為天人。這個女孩身材高挑苗條,約一米七左右,在當時的女孩中算很高的了。當然不能和現在的人來比,由於營養條件的改善,現在的女孩的身高一米七以上是非常常見的。 她的臉蛋兒非常漂亮,是現在人們喜歡的瓜子臉。眼睛大而迷人,魅力四射。稱為絕代佳人並不為過。

廠裏的年輕人都願意圍著她工作的地方聊天和休息。我也很喜歡她,並進行了一番了解。結果發現她已經有男朋友了,另外還得知她的母親有癔病。可以想象,她的母親應該和她一樣漂亮,自古紅顏多薄命,所受的精神壓力一定大於一個普通的女人,有精神疾病是難免的了。所以我就自動退居外線,沒有再進一步的接觸了。

沒想到她也沒能最終逃脫紅顏薄命的命運。

在我離開工廠很久之後,才聽說了這件事 

原來,她在工作時雙手被卷進了機器,導致截肢,最終失去了雙手。可以想象,一個二十幾歲的如花似玉的姑娘是很難承受這種打擊的。這正應了自古紅顏多薄命的詛咒。

… … 

不知多年以後的她現在怎麽樣了… …

 

November Rain

When I look into your eyes I can see a love restrained
But darlin' when I hold you, don't you know I feel the same? yeah
Nothin' lasts forever and we both know hearts can change
And it's hard to hold a candle in the cold November rain

We've been through this such a long long time
Just tryin' to kill the pain, ooh yeah
But lovers always come and lovers always go
An' no one's really sure who's lettin' go today, walking away

And if we take the time to lay it on the line
I could rest my head just knowin' that you were mine, all mine
So if you want to love me then darlin' don't refrain
Or I'll just end up walkin' in the cold November rain

Do you need some time on your own?
Do you need some time all alone?
Everybody needs some time on their own
Don't you know you need some time all alone?

I know it's hard to keep an open heart
When even friends seem out to harm you
But if you could heal the broken heart
Wouldn't time be out to charm you?

Sometimes I need some time on my own
Sometimes I need some time all alone
Everybody needs some time on their own
Don't you know you need some time all alone

And when your fears subside and shadows still remain, oh yeah
I know that you can love me when there's no one left to blame
So never mind the darkness we still can find a way
Nothin' lasts forever even cold November rain

Don't ya think that you need somebody?
Don't ya think that you need someone?
Everybody needs somebody
You're not the only one, you're not the only one

Don't ya think that you need somebody?
Don't ya think that you need someone?
Everybody needs somebody
You're not the only one, you're not the only one

Don't ya think that you need somebody?
Don't ya think that you need someone?
Everybody needs somebody
You're not the only one, you're not the only one

Don't ya think that you need somebody?
Don't ya think that you need someone?
Everybody needs somebody
 
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