Sep 19,2004
I thought you were already in Toronto when I first time “found you” , maybe I haven’t read your words carefully, but just like your sunny smile and also never thought we would have anything happen to us, so distance was not any problem for me at that time…. Maybe I was “blue”, so that I was very impressed if people were “sunny”…( all the things I chose before all kind of sad or grey, now I am changed…) The first time we chat on the line, when you asked me about the fireworks and I was told that you were in the same city as I live, was big surprised to me, that we were so close in the same city and another amazing thing was about the “ fighting fish”, so we met…. I don’t know and still can’t believe how it happen, everything seems like very naturally happen, and I do feel very comfortable and relax when we were together, I guess this is the life, sometimes no one could explain… A person I knew for a year then I met for a dinner but still feel not comfortable and close enough to communication and understanding each other… Knowing you are leaving soon, although you don’t wanna tell me the exactly time, I believe you must have a reason , maybe don’t want to say goodbye, maybe just want to have a good time together, maybe… whatever... Anyway, I don’t want to know either… Sometimes I am afraid that the more I see you the more I will feel sad when the day is coming, but I have no choice, I just want to let it be…. It is a big world but also small to us, that’s why we met together and had a wonderful time. Life is long enough, people met in somewhere then each goes his own way for their own reason, if lucky, they will across the road again, if not, then they had a wonderful memory, I believe in destiny, so I have no choice…just like the mail I got from my friend, saying some people come into our life for SOMEREASON, I think it is right. So I really appreciate God let us met even is short time, but you really make me happy and laugh sometimes, teach me something I have never done, you give me unbelievable amount of joy… Maybe for you, I am just one of the girls you had before, you may forget very soon when you start your new adventure… but I still do appreciate that everything you did for me… it is so sweet ! I don’t know if you would read this, maybe when the day you leave…. ALL THE BEST WISHES TO YOU! I do wish you will be successful there, I will be happy for you too…
