Nov 02,2004
Finally the day is coming… I knew the ending already, I thought I would not feeling sad anymore, but I can’t get away my sadness… The last couple of four days, you tried your best to spare your time with me, actually I didn’t expect you doing that for me, as I know you are not emotional person, it means a lot to me… when the night I saw you, even you didn’t mention anything, I could find something shining in your eyes, you tried to cover up your sadness, but I knew … so it’s really enough for me, actually I should satisfied and appreciate … Everything coming up when I close my eyes, your smile, your words… 87 days are really meant a lot to me…. “ I don’t want to say anything goodbye, I will just drop you off like Friday before..” I still can feeling you holding my hands walking on the street, still can feel your temperature from your hands when you holding mine when you driving… I don’t want to say goodbye .. I wish we can still like regular days, you smile to me and saying see you soon….
