高明教授

～～～HI THIS IS PING WRITE 
FROM PACIFIC OCEAN FRONT～～～

3/6/00

FROM PROF KEEN

DEAR PING：

HOW VERY NICE TO HEAR FROM YOU。BUT EVEN MORE TO THE POINT，YOUR POEM！WELL WHAT CAN I SAY？OF COURSE NO AMERICAN READING THIS KNOWS MUCH ABOUT THAT OF WHICH YOU SPEAK。OUR LIVES HAVE BEEN MADE TRIVIAL BY OUR WEALTH，AND WHILE THE TRAGEDY YOU STILL HAVE TO FACE，
BECAURSE YOU WILL ALWAYS BE CHINESE，MAKES AMERICAN TRIVIALITY IN TO AN ALMOST COMIC RIDICULOUSNESS。

THE DEPTH OF YOUR SERIOUSNESS，YOUR PASSION，YOUR LONGING AND THE STEADY INSISTANCE ON DEALING WITH IT INSTEAD OF LOOKING THE OTHER WAY，ALL THESE SCREAM OUT FROM THE PAGE AS I READ YOUR POEM。

OUR WEALTH HAS，IN FACT DEAFENED US TO THE SCREAM OF TRAGEDY，AND YOU YOURSELF MUST SEE THAT WE OFFER YOUR PRAISE FOR YOUR POETY，BECAUSE WE RECOGNISE POWEFUL WORDS WHEN WE SEE THEM。BUT REMEMBER WE KNOW NOTHING OF WHAT YOUR WORDS SPEAK，AND OUR WEALTH PROTECT US FROM EVER KNOWING。WE DO NOT KNOW WHAT YOU KNOW。AND I FEAR
WE MAY BE COME TO KNOW IT，IF AT ALL，AS VICTIMIZERS，NOT AS VICTIMS。WE REALLY DO NOT KNOW WHAT YOU SPEAK，AND WE ARE DANGEROUS BECAUSE OF THAT。

LEAVING NO DOUBT ABOUT THE QUESTION，YOU ARE THE ANSWER。IF NOT FOR YOURSELF，THEN FOR OTHERS。READ OTHER POETS AND YOU WILL SEE WHAT I MEAN。I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER YOU。

20世紀末日日落，炫爛夕陽映紅天海，紅燦燦血淋淋。海浪衝出血痕，海風彌漫血腥，海濤陣陣血號，鋪天蓋浪血海。出神入定北美海灘，巧遇俄羅斯人：“你看這赤色天海，天意20世紀共產血債。蘇聯的歪門邪道，殘害蒼生，也把中國人害慘！”俄羅斯人不以為然，誰願替消失十年蘇聯負疚？血色滿天滿海，令人毛骨悚然，終隨舊世紀紅滅黑暗。共產大夢，夢泛血海， 苦海無邊，回頭是岸！生逢嶄新世紀，醒悟析夢更待何時？不可抹去的生命血痕，依然飄蕩天安門廣場。何年何月？天安門送走瘟神，紀念堂請進冤魂，安魂曲回蕩廣場，後共產長安民心。陽光普照，耀邦暖人，天誅國賊，地滅國恥。

1999年春， 獨立太平洋懸崖海仙台，目睹推土機橫衝直撞，碾路下灘。觸目驚心，慘象重幻。恍惚越洋，魂歸故土，長歌當哭，長吟“ROAD”。蒙痛喪研究生之子，八十高齡袁先生擬譯。於心不忍，壯膽以中文重新成“路”。母語呻吟，百倍絞痛，何似外語朦朧？天涯感天呐喊，海角動地長歌。大洋彼岸，遙祭六四十周年。如今十五周年在望，袁先生痛飄天路會子。人生無常，何時心肝絕唱？天涯海角，一息尚存悟絮。無以相助孤兒寡母，愧以痛心悟絮，敬獻丁子霖老師。遙遙飛慰：天上人間天安門母親。

2003年10月26日 趙伯伯35殤年忌日 北美 林海祭

http://www.beijingspring.com/bj2/2003/380/20031130151552.htm

【悟絮】

http://beijingspring.com/bj2/2010/260/68201965035.htm

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