I am a lazy man

I have written anything for  a long time, sometime it's bkz I was busy, smt it's just bkz I was lazy, I have pretty much nothing to write about, to talk about.

the meaningless life is just endless. I enjoy the current status pretty much but it wont be long we all knew it , just don't where to go next, as a matter of fact, this feeling acompanied me for a long time, I like to be with eric, he is disciplined when he is with me, although he isn't smart enough, but we get along with each other. Im getting better on cooking 2, hope I can have a chance to cook for her someday, she might like what I make.