I was too serious about her

that's what Wang jing told me, actually I noticed this before but never thought it through, but how could I not be so serious about her when I care? like if you only have one thing which matters to you in the whole world, would you be serious? we all know the situation but just can't change. I could divioce for her if she wants, but she never said anything about that, her marriage isn't like what it is supposed to be, I don't think i am the person who should take such responsibility, her choice, I respect. i loved her and seeing her bur in the fire!! i am not a man , at least not a man she would like to love, have no courage to take her out from where she is to where she belongs to, but please don't blame myself, I would like to do everything for her with just one glance from her, yes , I do without any conditions, but why don't you give me a chance let me prove this, the fate, I fuke you indeed.