homesick

yeah, i know... i said i wont be back... oh well...i am at work, upset....guess my period is coming soon, like in a week..man, my french nails are not helping me when i am typing.yeah crap... this day is getting worse than i can handle..maiko was the top rater last week and she got tons of free movie tix. another new guy who was rating crazily fast got to talk to the boss alone too.nothing happens to me.my boss promised me of promotion when i first started.. the clock to ticking... nothing happening...yeah, i could be worse.. my eyes are hurting...yeah, i am pissed and depressed..very homesick.i went to hoho gourmet yesterday. there were a lot of chinese kids eating there... it reminds me of my college years in China.. a lots of friends, gals and guys... a lots of dinner parties and alcohole...damn it. home sick.