"當婚姻裏的兩個人，彼此疲憊，不屑於交流，我不知道，單憑一個人的力氣，婚姻可以堅持多久。我是真的很努力過。我把世界跟自己隔開，讓自己完全地傾注於家庭，可是，我得到了什麽。"
I have the exact same problem. It felt like I was in a deep dark tunnel and couldn't see any light ahead. I tried so hard to guard my own heart. I didn't want to betray my marriage and wanted to give my child a complete family. But he walked into my life with a bright smile and a sweet, sweet heart. I lost all my ability to resist temptation. I knew it's not a right thing to do. I knew there is no room for this sort of mistake. But I just could not stop myself wanting to be close to him, not just physically. We talked a lot online and we also saw each other a few times. So far, I have not committed the ultimate betrayal. But i know if I keep seeing him, sooner or later this is going to happen. I'm so torn between my family and him.
