To 塵凡無憂,
Thank you for your kind words and sincere advices. Yes I hope I can walk out from this stray and go back to work on my marriage. I know I can't walk away from my marriage. If I could I would have done that years ago. I have been married for 13 years. I still care about my hu*****and deeply even we have a lot problems. I do not want him to get hurt. I need to end this thing before too late. But just like you said, it's very hard. The other guy, he is single. He said he does not want to mess up my life. He just wants to spend time with me and make me happy. He said he wants to find me easily next life and does not want to miss me again so he wants to hang around and wait. That just makes it even harder for me to walk away. By the way, i have a full time demanding job and have a demanding toddler at home with a hu*****and not helping much around the house. I don't really have time to full around. It just happened and never thought I would go this route.
