as he did to one of his Works(projects).
you may have experienced, at least the taste of Romantic Love, and also have given yourself to it.
however, only partially to do with this particular Person, but a lot to do with your own imagination, wish&will, since he had been hidden from you for most part, and most of himself.
說穿了, 整個一個他單方operated的,一'不平等條約',you more or leass a doll玩偶 in his hands.
Truth may not make you feel any better, but it'll save you from the long run and forever.