you don't want to be the one making the decision.
In your old job, you were driven by fear, fear of not having enough. Nothing is wrong to be driven by fear; most are.
Now, that fear has diminished due to accumulated wealth. So your mind is less focused.
Your mind needs an external reference point. It used to be fear. Can it now be something else, such as seeing your children have a full time mother?
The ideal case is to move that reference point into your self, i.e., ask what do I want for myself. But that requires too much change, almost impossible.
Not making a decision is a decision in itself. Taking responsibility for oneself is often the hardest.
On the bright side, many wish they had your problem.
