Some think you wirte beautifully but after 瀏覽了一下你的帖子,覺得there is something worrying in your posts, either your mood, your character, 說不好。 I almost suggest that you need to see a doctor or a talk to a firend.
而且,我覺得你的愛人(男朋友,情人?)會挺累的,to keep up with your level of sentiment.
但願是我杞人憂天,