You need to overcome your fear first.

You know your strength and weakness the best, and you've seen what your classmates have achieved. Avoid the tough challenges (English and your personality/communication skills) and running back to china won't get you what you want, if you were not born in those rich and powerful families.

Your best choice is to figure out a plan on how to improve your weakness, and go from there. It is a competitive world out there, if you think you can do better than flipping burgers in McDonald's, you have to prove that.