What a poor girl. I'll try to find him and ask him to talk to you.
But I have to warn you first, in reality, he is a different person than whom you see in this forum. Sometimes he can be very cold, cruel and straight forward. I have seen how he treat other girls who like him. Trust me, it is not a pretty scene. But I understand him , he is not a bad person, he only try to protect his family and himself.
Good luck.