Sex is not a fault

I just do not know why people feel guilty talking about it. They say nasty things about it. Sex , and sexual desire are not crimes.No, never. I just do not know why....It is very normal for people to make love. I will make love, one day, with a person I truely love. It is nothing to be shameful but why, when people talkin about sex, it seems they are tasting shits. So weird.

I will keep my virginity till the day I get married. It is not because the tradition of Chinese. It is just because I cherish the first time. The very first time, and the very last time. The moment I am transformed from a gril, to a women, should be memorized. The difference is not merely the title. I guess how it feels, to be a woman. Must be fun.

To be a girl, you know clearly the border between a gilr and a woman. The border is concrete, and physical. So nice, as I have said, to be a girl.

I will take very good care of myself, including my feelings. It is hard to do, but I will try my very best.