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我如期去見你,你還是這樣的耐心.以你這樣的職業和日程的壓力,人們常常都是十分地冷漠,匆忙.可是你不一樣,從第一次就不一樣.你真切的關心讓我覺得很溫暖.你的微笑,眼神伸展到我們所談事務之外的遠處,有那麽一刻,我們一起靜靜地凝望著那裏.有一次你結結巴巴說你有些期盼著我約好的來訪,每當此時你的一天就LIGHTEN UP,變得不那麽繁忙和沉重了.你有時顯得快活,說到什麽就擠擠眼睛.知道嗎?你這樣的時候太俏皮,和你的身份和辦公室很不相稱.你這樣也很不職業化.你應該是知道的.
最可怕的是你的關切.你也許是不自覺地表現出來的關切讓我幾乎臉紅了,我們並不熟識,完成了此事也就各奔東西. 可是你的眼光銳利,企圖了解的也太多,要長驅直入進到我的內心探其究竟.我近來心情平靜, 你這樣做讓我很有一點不自在,我並沒有對你袒露心跡的意思, 唯有沉默.你很懂得分寸,但是你事事過於的恰到好處,一覽無餘的關心和莫名其妙的寬容讓我害怕了. 你的時間是寶貴的,你卻將它花在和我的對坐裏, 和事務無關的談話裏. 所以我必須走了. 把你的時間留給你,把我的平靜留給我. 你讓我想起PHIL COLLINS一首老歌的歌詞:
You have no right to ask me how I feel; You have no right to speak to me so kind...
Phil Collins & Marilyin Martin - Separate Lives
You called me from the room in your hotel
all full ofromance for someone that you've met
and telling me how sorry you wereleaving so soon,
and that you miss me sometimes
when you're alone in your room
Do I feel lonely to?
You have no right to ask me how I feel
You have no right to speak to me so kind
We can't go on, holding on to ties
So for now we'll
going on living separate lives
Well I held on, to letyou go
and if you lost your love for me
you never letit show, oh no
there's no way to compromise
so now we're living separate lives
Ooh, it's
so typical, love leads to isolation
so you build that wall,
yes you build that wall
and you make it stronger
You have no right to ask me how I feel
You have no right
to speak to me so kind
Someday I might find myself
looking in your eyes
But for now we'll go on living
separate lives
Yes for now we'll go on living separatelives
How do you feel, the 1st day of the new year?