Second Act

Just finished watching a movie: Second Act

Everyay you wake up and have a second chance,

to do whatever you want,

to be whoever you want.

 

The only thing stopping you, is you. 

 

The past month has seen me struggling with my trading. It's nothing else but did not obey the rules. Patience and Disciplane. I felt fear, fear of lossing. I didn't want to touch the screen, or put on trades. I want to escape, I want to get away from these. I know I need sometime to calm down, to start over. I need the second chance to get things right. 

So I escaped to Tenerife. I need the sunshine to shine through me, my soul, my mind, to cover my body, my heart. To dry the dempness deep inside. 

I breath in the sun, bath in the sun, around me with energy. Watch the waves in the sea, watch the blue sky, planes land and take off. Life goes by. 

 

I can feel that I am healing. I want to move to somewhere sunny. I want to have the life I always longing for.

Every day I wake up I have a second chance. 

Now I am back, I will start, all over again.